FOR THE EMPEROR

pt 4 dilemma

What should I do should I be mean and tell her to stop or let her stay cuddling me I don't know because this is nice but it is also against the emperor but I have a feeling the emperor did this.

but I do like it no krieger its not under the emperor gave his blessing of us aren't I lucky...

But to be honest I do lover her that's there but I am afraid I would lose her in battle. I have seen guardsman do thst sort of thing and the other one of the couple literally died of a broken heart...

I am not having that happen to me not with her if anything I am saying I would rather die than let her die in battle for I am a kriegsman that must uphold the battle procedure of all of Krieg.

But it does get lonely... No Krieger stop thinking about her and move on she doesn't want you you're a kriegsman an inferior being to her so just give up already.

As I think about it, I feel her shuffle and I try to get up but she pulls me back down taking my helmet off stroking my hair...

It feels so good NO Krieger don't fall in love with her you're not even on her mind..

As I broke free I went for a walk in the forest a depressing aura around me as I wonder like a lost pup...

And there's one thing I forgot... My lasgun and that's when I hear growling from all sides as I look around calm as ever putting my fist up thinking "this is it but I die standing on my own two feet" and then outta nowhere I hear 7 radium rifle shots as I look seeing maria in her mechanicus beauty killing grim left and right.

But one tried biting into her neck breaking its teeth as I ran and tackled it from behind her punching it's face in blood spraying everywhere.

There's one thing about me I'm smart as in my gloves is built in knuckle dusters and now they have come to use but one of them pounced me and bit into my shoulder severing an artery and my own blood...

Leaked out of my body as maria killed the last two she saw me on the ground bleeding so she scooped me up an ran to the med bay as the doctors tried "fixing me".

but failing thats when she started "the procedure" as I was unconscious feeling every bit of metal being attached to me.

It was painful as I could not scream in pain she knew I was in pain as my fists clenched hard but by the end she was done and now I am immortal but not by choice I know what you're thinking how is a kriegsman gonna survive that surgery? Well it's simple iron will and patiece.
I felt my heartbeats slow beats as I sat up holding my head.

Krieger: what happened?

Maria: well you got hurt bad so I patched you up!

How can she still be cute while telling me this is what I was thinking until a certain ginger came in as she tried to hug me I got out Of the bed wobbly but stable walking to my room.

As I reached my room I layed on the floor sighing thinking "this is it I am now immortal" and my thoughts was interrupted by the door being blown off again!

Yang: hey Krieger the others thought it would be a good idea for everyone to be eating together!

Krieger: I do not care for I eat alone

Yang: but what about that girl that's always with you?

Krieger: that is a friend that lives in the dorm with me she can enter and leave when ever she wants and it would be a cold day in the eternal fire of hell before I eat with any Of THOSE BRATS SO LEAVE ME TO MY OWN PEACE!

After that yang left defeated and conflicted for she has never seen so much hatred for her friends in ever
It became apparent something happened between you and them but what is it she's gonna try and find out I know she is.