This Should be Illegal

Chapter 1: Forbidden Thoughts

~~Stiles~~

It's Sophomore year and Scott's a werewolf. So, on top of everything he now has to deal with being a supernatural creature and I'm going to help him. I don't want to ruin our friendship, but I want to be more than friends and the problem with that is Scott as far as I know isn't gay or bi. 

So, what I want can't happen not ever and that hurts. I've thought about it a lot and I've kept it to myself. I pretend to be straight to help the pain of never being with the guy I want and to prevent the humiliation of being attracted to my best friend. 

I'm on my way to lunch and Scott is sitting at a table with Allison. I can't help but feel jealous and hurt. I sit down as I try my best to hide my bitterness and say, "Hey guys." 

They look to me and smile still holding hands. I look to my backpack on my lap as I stand up to get my lunch even though I'm not hungry at all and I look at them kissing. I close my eyes looking away as I move the tray grabbing at whatever and I walk back over taking my seat next to them.

~~timeskip~~

~~Stiles~~

It's been a few hours and I'm in class waiting for the bell to ring. I can feel my anxiety starting to raise as the clock ticks down to the end of the school day and the bell finally rings. I grab my backpack from the back of my chair and run to my locker to get out of there before Scott comes over. 

I jump in the jeep and turn the key starting the jeep. I turn the wheel to leave the parking lot and I arrive at home when I get a call. I hop out of the jeep looking to see Scott's id picture and I bite my lip thinking on whether or not to answer. 

I think it best to answer and I try to act as normal as possible saying "Umm hey Scotty. What's up?" He tells me "Hey Sti. I was wonder if everything is okay. You ran out like someone could be on you and I wanted to make sure you were okay." 

Shit "Uhm yeah I'm fine. Just didn't want to stay any long then I needed too, you know?" He answer's "Yeah I get it. School's a pain. Anyway, on that note, do you wanna hang out since everything is fine now?" 

I swallow and immediately feel nervous as I say "Sure, wanna come to mine or I can come over to yours." He says, "I'll come over now, see you soon." I take the phone off my ear ending the call and I start to pace next to the jeep. 

I pace my way up to the door and walk to my room to continue pacing. As I'm pacing around my room and running my hands over my head and face to calm the nerves, I take a few deep breaths as I go into my bathroom to take a quick shower.  While taking my shower it was doing the opposite of making me feel better and clean. 

My thoughts start to drift to the gutter, and I start thinking of some very compromising situations with Scott and me. I start to curse myself telling myself he's taken, and it'll never happen in a million lifetimes. I get out of the shower feeling far from clean and calm as I walk out towel wrapped around my waste as I walk out of the bathroom my eyes widen as I see Scott sitting at my desk. 

I swallow hard as I'm in nothing, but this towel and I grab it feeling very insecure of myself as I go over to my closet when my left arm is grabbed. I'm forced to turn, and I'm met with Scott just in front of me. He leans in closing his eyes as he gets closer, I don't fight it as we collide in a kiss, and he grabs the side of my face as I let go of the towel to grab his face. 

No longer caring if it falls and he wraps his hands around my waist as I wrap mine around his neck. I want this to last but reality hits me hard and I snap out of it to break from the kiss. I push him off grabbing at my towel again as I push him with my free hand out my room while I close and lock the door, I put my back to the door breathing in and out before walking back to my closet to get some clothes on before opening my door again. 

I open the door walking downstairs to see Scott on the couch I seat down on the opposite side, and I look at Scott asking, "Why did you do that?" He looks at me and says "Cause I like . . love you and I never thought you'd like or love me back. I might have only been a werewolf for a short time but remember I told you about being able to smell arousal?" 

I swallow knowing where he's going with this, and I tell him "Yeah and I think I know where you're going with this." He then says "Well I knew you liked someone, and I just thought it came from Lydia, but no and I soon realized who. So, I broke up with Allison today before I called you and well, I wanted to tell you because I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I didn't." 

After he said that I look at him and tell him "Well your right I've felt attracted to you and I've wanted to tell you, but I didn't think you'd like me back." Just then I feel myself being grabbed and I'm now looking Scott in the face as he brings his face to mine and kisses me on the lips. 

I kiss back as I start to imagine more than just kissing, he pulls from the kiss and says, "Well now you know that's not the case so let's do some of the most forbidden thing's people only think about." I just nod as he stands up taking me back to my room and he brings me in taking my shirt off.

Date: 9/12/2022