After I arrived to school, I was bothered by the dumb voices in my head, telling me I'm good for nothing, that I'm just a piece of shit or I should just give up and die. I, of course, ignored them, but I felt like I wanted to cry or maybe..end my suffering.
As I exited the bathroom and walked the hall, contemplating my thoughts of reality, I suddenly bumped into someone.
I was ready to give them a piece of my mind until they spoke, "fuck, sorry I wasn't paying attention," I couldn't help but smile and giggle to myself as I saw who it was.
"it's okay. there's no need to apologize." I responded softly, forgetting why I was upset in the first place.
There was a bit of silence as I watched her scan my outfit. She seemed as if she spotted her favorite snack or something by the way she was drooling.
'I know she want some of this goodness hehe', I thought to myself, being the egotistical dog that I am but on a serious note, I have to treat Mia to something for the help this morning, I couldn't find shit to wear.
I enjoyed staring in her ocean blue eyes but unfortunately I couldn't get lost in her eyes at that moment, "how'd you sleep?," I lightly smiled, wanting to somehow get to know ava more.
"Pretty great, I had this amazing dream," She spoke with excitement as we started walking together.
'What was so amazing about it? Was it about me or someone else?', I thought to myself, just the thought of ava thinking of another man or woman started to upset me.
Graciously, I was pulled out my wavering thoughts by the sweet sound of her voice, "N-nothing..just cloud 9 stuff ya know," She answered with a nervous laugh as we sat in our seats.
I decided to make a joke and hoped to God it didn't back fire, "hmm I see, I enjoy cloud 9 dreams, they're quite entertaining" she let out a small laugh before class started.
'YES! she laughed at my joke even though it was trash!', I thought to myself as I danced around in my head.
Lunch time finally rolled around, and I was practically starving due to skipping breakfast this morning, I was almost late to school.
As I walked to the cafeteria, I spotted ava so I quickened my steps a little, as soon as I saw this pouting look on her adorable face, I began to worry, not even caring that mask went away, "what's wrong ava?". I asked concerningly, I didn't like seeing her sad, I was ready to beat a bitch about ava.
"nothing really, I just forgot my lunch" She said with a sigh.
"that's not nothing, how bout we share my lunch?," i said with a smile, reassuring her yet feeling dumb for getting upset so quickly.
"oh no, I couldn't-" I stopped ava before she could finish, "no it's already settled, no take backs".
I'm so glad I decided to make my own lunch today, God had my back today too, I sighed lovingly as I was over the moon! I thought today was gonna be shitty but i wrong.
"oh shit I almost forgot", I got my phone out and started texting Mia.
Me 🤪: -hey Mia, big thanks for the dress up this morning, I think ava liked it-
Mia 🙄: -no problem girl, anything for my crazy ass bestie but you do owe me-
Me 🤪: -I know I know, what do you want? It's on me by the way-
Mia 🙄: -Oh word? Okay hehe~ I want a shopping spree and a weekend at your place, you know the mall got gay shit on lock since it's pride month. Gotta get some gifts for my cousin and you need to show off to your little girlfriend-
Me 🤪: -okay sure and yes more pride merch! Also she's not my girlfriend😣-
Mia 🙄: -Not yet bitch 😍, I better be invited to the wedding-
Me🤪: -ugh whatever Mia-
I blushed at Mia last text, 'A-a wedding with ava?, will that even happen?, what if she doesn't like me that much, what if it was just a little high school crush' these thoughts began to spill in my head, making me a bit dizzy.
I took a few minutes to calm myself down and took a shower before it got to late. "Hmm, what should I make for dinner? Mom's working late tonight, and it's Friday, soo..2 hour movie it is. "
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤A/N: HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Besties, so sorry I'm been gone this long, but I'll be sure to keep posting. 3 chapters as promised 😁😁😁❤️❤️❤️
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