Married to a Neurologist (Medseries #1)

Chapter 4

Ilora Georgina Cruz

Pakiramdam ko ay lalabas ang puso ko dahil sa huling salitang sinabi nya. He knew, he knew it!

I did my best to pull my arms away from him.

"I don't know what you are talking about" pagsisinungaling ko.

"Ilora, let's not do this, pwede ba?" he gave me an impatient look.

"Hindi nga ako yun!" inis akong bumalik sa kanya.

"Yeah, customized perfume huh?" he gave me a smirk this time.

Tila nalunok ko ang dila ko dahil sa sinabi nya. Okay fine! Ang talino mo talaga Ilora! Pa custom-customized perfume ka pang nalalaman? But the fck? How can he remember me by my smell?

Hindi ko na sya dapat pa sasagutin at akmang lalampasan ko sya ulit ng hatakin nya ako pabalik sa pwesto ko.

"Let's talk, please?"

"Let me go! I do not want to talk to you, hindi mo ba naiintindihan yun?!" I pulled my hand again. "What we did was a mistake! You are bound to marry someone else and we slept together, do you think we have any rights at all to still talk?!"

"Hindi ko sinasabing tama pero hindi ko din gustong ipagsa walang bahala na lang ang lahat" frustration is written on his face.

"Pwede bang kalimutan na lang natin yun, Wax?" I told him.

"You just want me to forget that?"

"Why can't you?" humalukipkip ako. "Is it your first time doing it?"

Coming from a virgin? This is my last card. I have to push him away! I don't want him to feel sorry for me or that I hold him responsible!

"Hindi yun" he cleared his throat. "I-I just- never mind!" huminga ito ng malalim. "If that is what you want"

"That is what I want" diretso kong sabi sa kanya.

Hindi ko rin malaman kung paano ko naitatago ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko ngayon.

"Do you need help getting home?" he asked.

"I can manage, Dr. Soriano. Thank you for your kindness KUYA"

He gave me a look that I can't explain before walkig away. When he finally left me halos maging jelly ace ang tuhod ko. Bakit ba ganoon ang epekto ng presensya sakin ng lalaking yun? My goodness!

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I woke up and immediately went to the restroom para sumuka. I can feel na nasusugatan na ang lalamunan ko dahil wala akong mailabas kundi yung mapait na acid ng sikmura ko.

I looked at myself in the mirror, I look so pale at hindi ko alam kung bakit karamihan naman sa mga buntis ay tumataba but I think, I'm losing weight.

Mabilis kong inayos ang sarili ko ng makarinig ako ng katok, I immediately went out of my bathroom at saktong kakapasok lang ni mommy.

"Good morning hija! Ang aga mo atang nagising" lumapit ito para bumeso sakin.

"Hindi naman po kasi kami masyadong naglasing ni Winnie kagabi" pagsisinungaling ko dahil sobrang lasing na lasing si Winnie.