After Storm - Atsumu Miya x Reader

Chapter 4

*Next day*

    It was a typical day in school like studying, getting bored, listening to my friends' conversations without knowing the the hell is going on because I don't know the people they are talking about, etc. except for the fact I couldn't stop thinking about Atsumu. His actions yesterday made me so invested in his personality- wait a damn minute! I'm still a student! Even if I'm turning 18 soon that does not mean he will actually pay attention to me.        What am I thinking- ...

     -"The teacher is returning the biology tests today! They are graded."- Somebody from the group said making me snap out of my thoughts about the blondie. - "What? Today?! But I planned a very cool party for when my brother is absent ... now if I have a bad grade I won't be able to make it happen because he will probably ground me!"- I complained. -"your brother grounds you??"- a friend asked. -"yeah I mean ... well we get into fights whenever I get lazy and don't study about my tests ..."- I tried to make it sound differently but I just embarrassed myself even more.

    -"yeah whatever, just say your brother is practically your parent-" - Maya said. She is always so direct about stuff, I hate her sometimes. -"why would you say that?"- I asked. I had a mad expression. -"well he clearly takes all the care of you!"- she added. -"and how is this YOUR problem?!"- I snapped getting up. -"it's just weird, you are almost eighteen and let your brother baby you like that-"

   I snapped. I snapped so hard that before I even realised what was going on I was punching her in the face, people recording me and I felt like I was losing consciousness.

   -"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!"- one of our main teachers rushed into the hall, pushing away a few students just to get to us. My bloody hand was the only evidence she needed. I had broken Maya's nose, she was a bloody mess.

   I'm in big trouble.

                                        ***

    My brother went to the school as my representative. I was waiting in the car. Full of shame and regret. I saw him walking out with a very concerned look on his face. I'm so dead. He got into the car, smashed the door closed, turned on the car and just drove off. Didn't even said a word to me. It was a quiet ride and a very painful one. I felt as if I was going to break into tears any moment and for what? Just because I let some bitch manipulate me.

   Immediately after we got home he started yelling at me. -"Can you please calm down, Omi-" - I tried to speak quietly but he raised his tone even more. - "WE DIDN'T RAISE YOU LIKE THIS, Y/N?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE, HUH? FAILING SCHOOL AND NOW BEATING UP PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY MADE YOU MAD? ARE YOU INSANE?!"

   "ARE YOU INSANE?!"

      It kept repeating in my head. Was I really insane? Am I too much for him already ...

 
      -"I HAD TO LEAVE PRACTICE TO GET YOUR ASS OUT OF THERE, THEY COULD'VE SENT YOU TO THE POLICE ... I'M NOT A PARENT, Y/N-"

      -"I KNOW YOU ARE NOT, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE, YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME! I'M FUCKING DONE, ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS PRACTICE AND YOUR STUPID TEAMMATES-"- I yelled back.

     -"you have NO right speaking about people that have done more than you in life, AM I CLEAR?!"- he yelled even more smashing a fist on the table.

     -"just go to hell."- I mumbled and ran off to my room. I heard him break a few cups downstairs. At this point I was crying, I never saw him like that. I knew he was disappointed.

***

I was used to people getting mad at me but I've never had to deal with my brother's disappointment. I was so angry at myself. He doesn't speak to me at all.