Lovely difficulties for Otaku's

Chapter One: Insecurities

For Nifuji Hirotaka his life is a dream. He is currently dating his long childhood crush Momose Narumi. He loves everything about her and she is finally his.

Hirotaka POV:

Narumi, Hana, and Kabakura-sensei came over for a sleepover. Narumi and Hana gushed over her new cosplay while I played a game. Narumi looked over after a while and sat next to me with a giant panda pillow.

"Mario kart?" She pleaded with her puppy dog eyes and I sighed and motioned her to put it on. She squealed and grabbed the controllers.

"I'm going to pass you." She smirked deviously.

"Okay," I replied accepting her challenge.

"Wait let's do a wager?" Hana smirked.

"Wager? I'm listening." Kabakura-sensei looked at her suspiciously.

"Whoever wins has to full-on make out with their partner like full-on make out."

"Make out? Hana-Chan!"

"Do you not want to kiss me?" I asked Narumi.

"What?! No Hirotaka-" The game started and I was filled with a thrill I never felt before. I felt more confident than I ever did before. I saw she was trying her hardest to catch up. Hana-chan and Kabakura played suspiciously calm and then I realized what she was up to.

Maybe I should let her win. I'm curious. I thought while peeping at Narumi.

She frantically turned the steering wheel full of determination. I heard my phone beeped and it was Nao. I replied to the text and she passed me and crossed the finish line.

"Yay, I won!" She beamed up at me.

"You wanted to win, did you Narumi?"

"Stop it. You're embarrassing me." She turned bright red.

"Okay. I'm ready for the show. Go on." Narumi froze and looked back at me.

"You don't have to. Plus I let you win. Goodnight."

"No, Hirotaka I-" I was a little disappointed, but I don't want her to be forced to love me or feel uncomfortable, it was even a miracle we started dating.

Maybe.. am I not enough for her? Is our dating situation only a convivence since we are childhood friends?

I walked into my room.

"Hana! Look what you did!" Kabakura scolded her.

"What I didn't do anything?!" Hana crossed her arms.

They continued to bicker and I went to close the door when Narumi pushed me into my room knocking me down and locked the door behind her.

"Hey. Wha-" She crashed her soft lips into mine. It took me a second to respond. She started to pull away when I grabbed her face and lifted her on my lap. She placed her hands on my neck and I deepened the kiss. My arms when around her waist and slowly up to where I unclipped her bra and took her shirt off with one hand.

I heard her sigh and she explored my mouth with her tongue. She pulled my shirt off and I pulled her toward me to close the gap between us. My hands made their way up her body and I grabbed her boobs and she grunted softly and I just kept squeezing. I gave her kisses on her neck and she shivered. Narumi moved her head down to my neckline and I panted as she placed a hickey on my neck. After she massaged my head, I gently returned to kiss me and I got excited and gently pushed her hips down while I pinned her down to the ground.

"Narumi. God, I love you." I moaned into her ear. I was on top of her and I intertwined my fingers with her. I began kissing her body going lower towards her pajama pants I was going to lose control. I stopped and looked at her.