OC Diary

A Pearl

     On a city above the clouds, where no one can notice anything is what I call "Dream Land". As much as it sounds cliché that is actually where our dreams come from and where they go. Every night I used to come across a special dream. In fact I mostly came across my creature leaving.

    It seemed like a biblical angel with a huge eye that can see everything surrounded by 4 harps made of gold that show astrological charts. It had "demonic" wings coming out of the two opposite sides of the eye and it would drip gold everywhere! It's body parts had been severed but they still floated.

    Needless to say, I fell in love. I could watch this creature walk around everywhere and I would still feel my heart beat at the speed of lightning. Despite not knowing whether this creature was a girl or a boy I still would sacrifice my life for it.

     I spoke with it once and we started staying together. I couldn't help but notice how uncomfortable it looked in it's clothing. I mean who wouldn't feel uncomfortable wearing a tight peice of clothing just to cover their intimate parts! I gave the creature my clothing so it would feel warmth and comfort and I would share my food with it. It had such a funny way of eating!

   I felt like I had just met my missing peice. I wanted to give it a name, I suggested the name Andrea but the creature seemed dissapointed in my poor choice of naming. It suddenly started searching through my room and it got so astonished when it saw a potted plant. I didn't understand at first but then this creature made it clear that it wanted it's name to be "Pot". What a stupid name for a godlike being!

    Sadly after some time the creature stopped showing up and I violently got pulled back into the cold reality where the things I would say were deemed madness. The fact that I sacrificed everything for this stupid creature confirmed that there was no more hope for me. I started neglecting myself and I started to hurt myself at every chance I got. I didn't want to reach out for I knew that it was my fault that this all happened and I had to pay for it. I refused to eat or sleep and one day I made the rough choice and took my own life. I spent so much time trying to escape Dream Land and forget about it's existence, but I had gone too deep and if I kept going I would drown in my own madness and Love for this creature that left as soon as I got attached!

    I got so fed up that I decided to die in a painful way and so I cut my own ears off and stabbed myself in my left eye 20 times before I left myself fall to the floor and bleed to death. I thought I had freed myself from everything but I suddenly opened my eyes and I noticed I had ended up in the one place I wanted to run away from. I was now a pawn on the chessboard of  Dream Land. I felt weak, I didn't know what I was doing anymore.

    All I know is that I wandered around that hell of a place for years fully naked and tired. I had become a goddamn furry and I was so pissed off about it. It took such a long time to get used to walking on paws and coordinating on this new body.. i completely understood the awful clothing Pot would wear it made sense now, there is absolutely nothing to wear here.

     Suddenly I came across a fallen chariot. The first thing I did was run to it and I laughed in  joy when I saw the food and the clothes it held. I got dressed and ate like a maniac! The clothing wasn't in my preference but I still decided to wear them because anything is better than being naked in an unknown world. I saw myself in a nearby mirror and the first thing that came to mind was " I really am the most beautiful creature here!". I saw a small town near and made my way to it. My future had just had it's turn of luck!

Part one. Complete