Carry On

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People always be asking why we do do the things we do, specially when we know that it's bringing us more situations onto our life, making us feel like the outcast of damned groups, when truly we are. Weather they acknowledge us or not. sometimes those people are out loved ones who we think we can trust and believe. BUT here is a harsh truth: everyone we think that is going to be with us forever telling us the truth, is not going to be there. You may trust them now, but who can you really trust in this wretched world? I mean, yeah, there are moments where we have full confidence but that can go either up or down in three seconds. That is a fault on us humans. But who said we were completely human?! If you think about it, we are our own demons that we were afraid of when we were little. We do really fucked up things to ourselves, others and even to our homes and environment, which brings back my question. Who can we depend on? We do bad stuff to everything already! We are our own nightmares.We destroy our worlds by pieces. Why?! We think life is a fucken, twisted, game that no one takes seriously! I mean, come on! You think you are playing that "pity by knife" card would get you anything? I mean anything good! Controlling pain by knife is a state of mind. Break out of it! You can do so much better! You don't need anyone's comforting; again, you were born alone and I know you didn't ask for it but can't you just push it?! Again, your life is for you. Dont waste it. In the near future, you will get away from all these problems. Dont let them hold you in spot or you will sink. Sinking shouldn't even be an option! But then, how do we sink? Over confidence? Too much dependence? Yeah sometimes having no emotions good but that is also our downfall. We exaggerate greatly. Happiness, sadness, madness, greddyness, reliableness, confidence; everything exaggerated IS our downfall because once it's gone, we are in that state of mind that we can't comprehend that we need to move on and live our lives. And then we refer back to the knife claiming that by doing so, we throw away our "bad blood" but it doesn't! Trying to end our life; just no! This is not our purpose in life. We were raised for a reson, not just to die. We have to fight through our demons and end up controlling them for our purpose. What is wrong with pushing ourselves a bit more for happiness? I mean, we all will experience it!

~sponty

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