Change | Amphibia story.

2-Denial.

TW: Ed, I don't know exactly if it would be classified as Ed but I'm putting a tw just in case:)

I woke up at 12pm, extremely exhausted. I wanted to stay in bed forever but Hopop was calling my name. I walked upstairs, covered in Anne's blanket and Hopop said I looked horrible. I mean after sleeping basically all yesterday and crying all day the day before that there's nothing else I could expect, Hopop suggested me going outside and I just laughed at him in result he frowned. I sighed feeling a bit guilty and told him I'd go to the last place Anne was the Cliff, I mean it's not like anyone will be there. I left the house and walked to the cliff I brought Anne's phone and some food. I was starving! I "forgot" about eating yesterday the truth is I couldn't eat yesterday. I didn't want to, I didn't feel like it. I arrived to the Cliff and looked at Anne's tennis racket she left and broke down. I miss her so bad, she changed my life so much I don't know what I'll do without her, It just felt wrong. It didn't feel right not having Anne here, I mean yeah I was alive before I met her but I don't even know how I lived without her. Honestly I wonder how she's doing, I grabbed the Anne's old phone I brought with me and looked at more old pictures. Then I decided to turn it off and eat the food I brought, pizza. Anne loved pizza when she first arrived and I remember when she tried to get Hopop to make it. It was difficult getting the ingredients we almost died! We didn't make the pizza that day but we did the next time we tried to make it, we brought the items back to the house so they wouldn't get evaporated by the tomato monster again. Luckily it was dead so we got tomato's without dying again. It was the best food I had ever had so I just had to bring it with me it reminded me too much of Anne, I slowly ate the couple slices I had brought while sobbing. I felt horrible, this is the worst pain I've ever experienced. It just hurt so BAD, it's not my fault Anne had to go back to her home. Why couldn't she just stay here, god sprig don't think that that's selfish.. I miss her, Soon enough I'm going to ask Hopop to move into Anne's old room. Living in my room doesn't feel right anymore, I watched the sunset realizing I had been up here for way too long and should probably head back before Hopop gets worried. I made my way back home and felt better. Kinda. Okay not really but that's alright. I Entered the house and went straight downstairs not returning Hopop and Polly's welcoming's and cried myself to sleep, Hopefully soon this pain will be over, I want it to be so so bad.
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AN: hello, I think I did a good job. I may or may not do a little time skip but lemme know if you want me to show sprigs healing process or not!