thoughts

boys..!?

gah
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I don't even know where to start
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okay let's start with the basics
(1.) I like this boy [lets call him tyde (cuz he has cute dimples just like tyde Levi) for our purposes] and he's one of my best guy friends
(2.) so tyde likes a girl and that's really big news cuz he's kinda popular and some girls like him and he's never had a girlfriend and idk man people are excited
(3.) he won't tell me who he likes
(4.) all I know is that she's Indian and has staight-ish hair and is in orchestra
(5.) I am Indian, have straight hair, and am in orchestra
(6.) his best friend told me he likes me
(7.) refer to #3 again because gahhhhh
(8.) I don't wanna assume he likes me I want him to tell me straight out
(9.) he has cute hair
(10.) and is funny
(11.) and likes fall out boy
(12.) what more do u need in a guy ugh
(13.) refer to #3 then to #8
(14.) but like why the fuck won't he tell me
(15.) like if it is me then ohmygodohmygodohmygod
(16.) and if it isn't me then I would probably mind a bit but eventually get over it
(17.) I hate boys and hope they all burn in hell for being so damn confusing
advice?
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