Never been so broken

Emotions

~Angelica's p.o.v~
(P.s it's WENSDEAY). Beep! Beep! Beep! My alarm clock rang.i got up and sat up on my bed.i grabbed my phone and seen a notification.i unlocked my phone and see that Derick texted me.
Unknown #:good morning angelica😋
I looked at my phone and smiled.should I trust him will he leave once he notices I'm a freak.i thought to myself.i put my phone on my bed. I went to the bathroom.i took a shower and put a long sleeve shirt on (plain white shirt on) and some regular blue navy jeans on.i sat on my bed and put my white vans on.ring ring.my phone vibrated.i look and seen that Derick texted me again.
Unknown #: hi r u awake
"Should I text him or not".i thought in my head.
Me:yea and hi
Unknown #: can I walk u to school
Me:Derick I have a car
Unknown #: ik but let's walk
Me: I rather drive but thanks
Unknown #:😞
I turned off my phone an sat it next to me."i can't be seen with him everyone will start talking about him,i don't want to ruin his life".i said In my head. I looked at the clock 7:00.i grabbed my stuff and headed towards the steps.i missed a step and fell down the steps.i landed next to the couch."ouch,ouch".i said,pain flowing through my body."mom,mom".I screamed."shit I forgot my mom is at work".i said out loud.i reached out at my back pocket to get my phone.suddely I felt nothing."shit".my phone was on the second step.i tried getting up when a sharp pain went through my leg."oww oww".i looked at my foot and seen it twisted.i started crying.i went crawling closer to the couch.i tried liffting myself up,and failed horribly."how the heck am I going to get help".i started panicking.i felt my body start shaking,and my vision go BLACK."ANGELICA OMG SWEETIE ARE YOU OKAY WHAT HAPPENED".i slowly open my eyes and seem my mother."i.. I ... I .. Fell down the s..s..steps"."omg we have to get you to the hospital".my mom picked me up."fuck".i said while feeling the pain. my mom went through the house door carrying me,we got to the car.my mom couldn't get the car door open. so happens to be that calum was there. he seen my mom and and came over to Us. And opened the car door while my mom put me in the passenger side."thanks calum your such a sweat heart".my mom said to calum."wtf he's not a sweat heart he's a dick head".i said in my head."um mr.perez should I come with you to help".mom don't say yes please say no say no".i thought in my head."sure hop in the back seat".my mom said gesturing him to the back seat."my life is RUINED".i said in my head.my mom walked over to the drivers side.my mom started the engine and was headed of to the hospital.i opened the mirror (above me) I looked at calum he gave me an evil look.i closed the mirror quick."anything wrong".my mom said to me."other than my foot,no"."what is he going to do to me".i said panicked(in my head).my mom went through the emergency building.she parked close to the building.my mom came over to my side and went to pick me up."mrs.perez I got this".my heart froze".calum picked me up and went into the hospital."hello how may I help you".the front desk lady said."yes,my daughter hurt her foot"."yes on second please".the front desk lady said then grabbing a wheelchair."can you please sit her down carefully".the lady said.calum put me down on the wheel chair."come this way please".a doctor said.my mom pushed me in a room where the doctor selected."um can I see your foot please"."yea".i said trying to move my foot,but failed."um I see you have broke your foot"."omg" was all I that could come out of my mouth."can you tell me what is the story behind this".the doctor said nicely."um well I tripped and fell down the steps".i explained to the doctor."well lets put you up on the bed".the doctor and my mom lifted me up from the wheelchair to the bed."well we need to take ex-Rays of your foot"."mrs.perez,sir, can you please exit the room".the doctor said."okay with that said lets get x-Rays".the doctor said."can you try not to move my leg to much it hurts"."ill try" the doc said.he got x-Rays of my foot."well it looks like you hurt yourself pretty bad"."yup".I said looking at my foot."mrs.perez,sir,you can now come in".the doctor said gesturing my mom and calum into the room."how is she".my mom said worried."well she is hurt pretty badly" .the doctor said."is she going to be fine". "well she will need a cast".the doctor said to my mom.i turned looking at calum staring at the wall.i guess he seen me staring because he looked at me.i seen a different calum I seen a better boy.a boy who I never knew."well Angelica we need to put an Iv in your arm".my face went blank.he can't he won't.i said in my head."are you okay".the doctor said to me."y y y yea i I I I'm f f fine"."okay I'll be back with the iv"."are you okay pumpkin my mom said"."im fine"."okay you ready". the doctor said coming to the room."yup I'm ready"."okay can I see your arm".i slowly lifted my arm.the doctor lifted up my sleeve and froze.i looked at calum.hes face went pale.i looked at my mom she was watering up."im sorry mom I'm so sorry don't cry"."angelica what is this".at this point i started crying.calum looked at me as if he was sorry.the doctor quickly put the needle into my arm.i flinched."leave the iv for a little while I'll be back".when the doctor left my mom gave me the biggest hug.calum just stayed seated staring at my arm.it almost looked like he was crying."he couldn't be crying he hates me".i said in my head.then my mom let go of me."who made you do this to yourself".my mom said scared.i looked over calum then I said jenny.calum walked out of the room and left.