about me

Okay I think I am ready to tell you guys something BIG, that no one knows...

... not even my dad and stepmom

So this has to do with the last chapter and me being bullied, just to be clear I am not thinking about this any more. I was thinking about killing myself at one point and I hated my life and I thought that everyone would be better without me. And because I use to live on a pond and I stink at swimming, I would think about me going out into the middle and let myself sink. I also thought of many other things to do to kill myself, and then my sister told my what happened to my mom. She killed herself, and I have not thought about this in a long time. But for you out there reading this and you are thinking about killing your self and injuring yourself. PM me and we can talk, trust me I think I can help because I have thought about killing myself since I was about 10 and then finally stopped.

By the way this is not to make you feel sad for me it is to help those out there who are going thru the same or close to the same thing as what I went thru.