Chapter 34 - It's okay Luc

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Harry's POV.

"How you feeling pretty lady?" I smiled against my girls neck as I spooned her with my hand against her tiny beesting bump.

''Fine thanks." She giggled and ran her fingertips over my hand.

"I mean, about the baby." I said a little quieter and she tensed in my arms.

"Why would that be any different?" She questioned.

"Because you don't seem like you're you know.." I trailed off.

"What Harry? Not connecting with my unborn baby? Do you not think I know that better that anyone!" She exclaimed and pulled away from me slightly.

"Hey, hey, baby don't beat yourself up." I soothed as I stroked her leg gently.

"It's just so hard!" She cried and turned over and cuddles into my chest.

"I know, I know." I whispered as I rocked her gently and stroked her back.

"You hear about all these women who say they have a bond with the baby from the second they know they're pregnant, and I don't have none of that." She cried as she clung onto me.

"It's okay, it's normal, you're not any less of a mother, I promise." I told her and I felt her relax in my arms.

"I just wish that I could feel something. Sometimes, I do, like in the baby shop and when it's you and me and you're stroking my tummy and stuff but when it was at the scan I felt forced into feeling something, like that nurse was judging me." She spoke quietly, almost like she was ashamed.

"It's okay, you're getting there, just wait until he or she is born." I smiled and kissed her forehead, she nodded and took my hand to her tummy, I smiled and rubbed it gently.

"But Harry, what if I don't love her or him when they're born?" She whispered.

"Then we'll get some help, you know there are lots of groups and things and it'll help you bond, Luc baby don't worry about it; it's all gonna be fine." I spoke calmly and this seemed to do the trick.

"Thank you, I really appreciate you looking after me, and not getting mad or judging me." She smiled slightly and looked up at me with her icy blue eyes.

"It's okay Luc." I whispered and kissed her forehead.

A/N sorry this is such a short one, 25 comments for the next? X

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