part 7

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by JondeMalik

by JondeMalik

Bethanni Pov

Josh was okay.
he seemed like he cared. He just, he just, he irritated me. He never answers my questions straight. i understand he is hurt but does he have to... you know... be such a... nevermind. It JUST IRRITATES ME THAT ALL HE CARES ABOUT IS HIMSELF.
and i guess me.

I am happy to have to deal with josh, if it means i don't have to deal with my parents.
I hope they miss me, i guess it shouldnt matter. and they probably dont. but i still want their acceptness.

No one cared about me in that town, i was the girl that sucked at breathing, and had an episode in just about all of my classes.

i embarrassed myself so much.

i hate thinking about this.
i hate myself
and my life.
i just wish josh knew, how i felt about things.. like im gonna tell him though.

no one has to tell anyone anything.
and im NOT going to talk to him about my selfish problems.
Nor do i have too, Like josh is gonna ask anyways.