The boy on the bus... (on break )

Chapitre 8

Chapter 8 

 "Dear Liam, I'm so sorry that I left you without saying bye. I know that if I would have been still alive I would have hurt you. My body and my head no longer fit together. I was extremely worried that you would abandon me because I don't know what. I hope you will forget me easily and that you will continue your life as if I did not exist. I was no longer capable, at school with the mockery and at home with the divorce. I know I should have talked to a psychologist, but I knew he was going to tell my mom everything. That even if I went to see one it was not going to work out. At school, they don't do anything and my parents are too busy dividing up the money for them to forget about me. I wish it had ended differently, but... 

 I have no valid reason to have left you all alone in this world full of mediocre people who only piss you off. I would have liked to hug you one last time, play one last time in the forest with you, eat one last time with you, and be yelled at by the teachers one last time with you. Sorry again for not being up to staying with you and facing life. I know you will be able to get there. 

 You were my first friend and my last. I thank you for everything you did for me, the times you consoled me, that we consoled each other because of the idiots at school. The times you came to my house super early to go play outside.

 I'm sure you'll make other friends than me. That you will succeed in life and do your dream job, be a photographer.

 For me, take pictures of flowers, anything you see that reminds you of me, but don't cry looking at them, smile with all your teeth thinking about all the good times we had. 

 I am still extremely sorry.

 Do your best in life! 

 Kisses xxx

 -Alex 

 don't be like Alex. speak to someone. someone in my family died and I wanted her to tell us about her problems. 

 have a nice day xxx

 (I cried so much spanking the chapter)