Phoenix

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Psyche pov

"He is Yuki Phoenix. The real reason why you're here."

Kusang bumuka ang bibig ko. Ilang beses kumurap at hindi makapagsalita. Parang natutuyot ang lalamunan ko. Walang lumabas sa bibig ko na kahit ano dahil sa gulat.

"Oh, okay nice to meet you yuki phoenix" pormal kong sambit at inalok ang aking kamay. Pinilit kong hindi ipahalata ang gulat at galit ko.

Rinig ko namang nagtawanan ang tatlo maliban kay yuki na tinignan lang ang kamay ko.

Binawi ko ang kamay ko dahil nakatulala lang ito.

"Have we met before?" he asked. My heart starts to beat fast, did he know me? Nakilala nya ba ako? But it can't be, bata pa ako non.

"Okay, you don't want to shake my hands." i said acting disappointed.

Wala sa sariling tinulak ko palayo si Archer.

Tumalikod ako sa kanila at naglakad papalayo. Wala sa sariling napa luhod sa sahig.

"I'm sorry, psyche. Because of us-"

I cut off his words and laugh out loud.
I laugh a shit out of me.

Wala sa sariling napahalakhak ako. Wala akong kahit na anong maramdaman maliban sa galit.

Yuki Phoenix?

"I'll make you pay, bastard!" patuloy ang pagtawa ko na parang sira.

So sya si Yuki Phoenix? Sya ang batang lalakeng pumatay kay dad? No wonder he's eyes looks familiar.

Those eyes is so undeniably annoying. I want to ripped them off.

I want to see him cry, beg for his life, say sorry countless times, and kneel down in front of me. I want to see him suffer.

Before I knew it, my tears fall out into my eyes. I-im crying without realising it. I don't bother to wipe my tears and I slowly stand up.

Lumuha ako dahil nagbalik ang lahat ng alala ko nung araw na yun.

"Psy, are you ok?" im obviously not.

"We never expect your reaction would be worst. Allow us to apologise-"

"No need. I'm ready for this. I'm always ready to face him, im just a bit shocked to see his face sooner."

It hurts. It hurts to think about what happened 11 years ago. After that day, my heart build anger against Phoenix, and most of all, Yuki Phoenix.

I'll make Phoenix pay an overwhelming price. Not a price of money, but a price that will make them regret the day they was born.

"Ps-sy! Sorry, hindi namin gustong ma trigger ka ng grabe. Sorry dahil-" kusang kong niyakap ang lumuhang Archer.

"Shh, okay lang, didn't you hear me earlier? Sabi ko nagulat lang ako." palihim kong pinunasan ang luha kong kanina pa tumulo.

Isa lang ang maipapangako ko.

Hinding hindi ko sasabihin ang totoong pagkatao nya, hinding hindi ko ipapaalam kahit kanino kung sino talaga sya. Find the painful and harsh truth, yuki Phoenix. I won't let him know that he is ethan Hayate.

Na trigger ang past ko dahil sa sinabi ni Archer at Adler. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil nagpapaapekto pa rin ako sa nakaraan. Kailangan kong kontrolin ang emosyong to bago harapin si Yuki Phoenix.

Dahil baka makain muna ako ng galit bago makipaghigante sa kanya. This emotion will ruin everything. Baka mapatay ko sya ng hindi ko namamalayan dahil sa hindi makontrol na galit. And if that happens, I will regret my chances to take revenge on him. I'm not planning to kill him, nor to kill his biological dad and mom.