The love that I don't deserve ~ BajiKazuFuyu

When I look at you

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"Kazutora!"

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Kazutora POV

Wow. This is. Beautiful. Am I dead? Can I be free from the consequences? Is this. Heaven?

I look around and tried to escape from the voice that is calling my name, I didn't want to hear anything, I just ignore it and continue walking around the flowers.

The place is filled with flowers, a beautiful sky, and butterflies flying around. I continue walking and looking around the place, even though my vision is blurry, I manage to see something.

"KAZUTORA!!"

Is that.. Mikey and Baji? No. Wait. Is that... B- Baji, calling me?.. I look around as I can't find Baji. Why can I hear Baji's voice when he is not here?..

"B- Baji.." I said in a low deep voice, after I said Baji's name I felt a very warm hug. I started becoming shocked and my vision suddenly became more blurry and there was a bright light blinding me.

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Author POV

Kazutora started waking up on a hospital bed, with a heart rate monitor and an oxygen breathing machine. Baji hug Kazutora as he was very worried that he might lose Kazutora.

Chifuyu just sitting on the chair beside Kazutora's bed and showing some tears. "B- Baji.." Kazutora calls Baji's name in a low weak voice. "Ka- Kazutora. Why did you? Cut your h- hand"

After Kazutora heard that, his eyes wide open, and looked away. Baji was so worried about Kazutora cause he thought he might lose Kazutora due to heartache and he started having anxiety when he was in the prison.

Kazutora looks at Baji and slowly pats him, "I'm gonna be alright. Baji. You don't have to worry about me.." Kazutora give a light-weak smile while Baji's hands started trembling.

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After Kazutora is discharged from the hospital, he got medicine for his anxiety and a heart attack medicine, the doctor thinks that Kazutora might have a heart attack after a heartache so to be safe, the doctor gave a heart attack medicine.

Since Baji and Chifuyu had already gone back home. Kazutora walk alone. "Baji. Why do you have to care for me? After all, I've done. The love that you have given me is what I don't deserve.."

Kazutora went back home and leave the medicine on the table, he walk upstairs to his room and showered. After the showers finished, he looks at his cuts which the doctor already put some medicine on it to heal faster.

Kazutora sighed and wear his clothes on and just lay down on his bed. Kazutora looks out the window and just thinks of negative stuff. Kazutora mumbles multiple negative words as he grabs out a knife slowly, Kazutora slashes his hands but this time is more painful and came out with a lot of blood, as he is using almost all his strength just to hurt himself.