Time speed 2 months October
There might be some triggers in this chapter.
Hannas pov.
Im laying in bed. Next to my son. Cosmo. He is sleeping. He got my eyes. My blue eyes. And Davids brown hair. He is so cute. David didint showed up on his birth. He havent been around fore a long time. And i havent got contacted with Marie either. In a very long time. Over months. I look around. And its dark outside. And raining. David and i moved to a bigger apartment in Stocholm. The room is big. We have a big bed. And the living room is in the front off our room. You can se the sofa. And then in the fron off the living room we have the kitchen. David usally makes food and stuff. He changed work. He is working as a buisniess man. So he is buisy all the time. I look around and i smile. I cant belive i have a son. That is just like me. He is so cute. When he is sleeping. I walk around in the apartment and i leave Cosmo on the bed. He is having his pacif blanket that Sandra buyed fore us. Its a giraffe. He is wearing a red white striped pyamas. I walk out from the bedroom. And i can hear the cars outside. Im so happy. The clock is 11 on the night. I look at my phone. And stalking Maries instagram. She posted a photo that said.
"My new songs I die anyway, i need to be aloneand girls is out go ahead and listen!" swrote. I look around to make sure David is not around. And he is not. So im putting a air pod in the right ear. And then i start to play Girls. In the fact that i havent came out to David get. Maries voice is so beutiful. I love it. Then i keep stalking her insta. Im sitting in the sofa. Im wearing some white cosy pants. And a tank top then a jeans shirt to. And my hair is in a messy bun. I smile. It was a picture of Marie. She was holding a beer and smiled. Then there was a video off her singing dead girl in the pool. I smile at her. She jumps into the audiuence. I smile. Fuck she is so cool. I look around and then the door opens. Its David. I walk to him. He looks so tired. I hug him.
"Hi, babe!" i say and i hug him and kiss him. He sights. He wears a kostym. He kisses me back.
"Hi, were is my son?" he asks. I look at him.
"He is sleeping in our bed!" i say to him. He sights. And looks at me.
"Hanna, you know he cant sleep in our bed he have is own and he needs to start sleeping there!" he says. I look at David. And take my hand to my neck.
"Yeah, iknow im going to lift him over to the crib!" i say. And i lift over him. He snores and is still asleep i put him back carefully. I look over at David. And kiss him on the cheek. He sights.
"Not now Hanna im not really in mood!" he says. And takes off his pants. And the jacket. I look at him. Its always like this always on his pleasure never mine. I sight. And walk out from the bedroom. David looks at me.
"What is it now?" he asks. And walks up.
"Its always on your pleasure you never ask me how i feel about this you only do it when you want to never when i did!" i say. David looks at me and sight.
"Its not true Hanna, stop being so dramatic!" he yells. I look at him. I hear Cosmo cry. I look at David and he looks at me.
"You know what i wish that i was togheter with Marie again she treated me atleast better then you do!" i say and walk to Cosmo. He is still screaming. I lift him upp.
"Sweetie, its okey!" i say. And im rockng him in my arms. And he calms down. David walks to me. He looks mad.
"Im sorry, if i haven treated you good enough but dont you dare name Marie agin we talked and said that it was nothing and its forgotten!" he says. I look at him. I miss her. And i cant just not think off her. He looks at me. And sights. He takes his hand around my neck while im rocking our son. He said he was going to change. But now he is getting toxic again.
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