Adriana Adams.
Her father blamed her for every single bad thing that happened to him, and in return she believed she deserved every pain brought upon her. Even though her father started abusing her at a tender age of nine she remained so innocent an...
|n.| Someone who fakes a smile, when all they want to do is hide or/and die.
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Pain.
One of the few words I have ever known for as long as I can remember.
A word I was rather familiar with since the age of 10, the same age he stopped being a dad to me...the same age mom and Alex left me.
Groaning as I walked up the stairs of my old childhood home with two boxes stacked in my hands.
"Hurry up you little bitch, these boxes are not going to move themselves!" Father yelled from on the couch down stairs.
I'm not sure why we moved out just to move back in again, but I wished we stayed here. It's my safe place and also my biggest nightmare.
Sighing as I placed the boxes in his room before heading to mines. Turning the knob, and pushing the door gently I glanced around what used to be Alex and I's room.
Tears slowly fall down my face as I walk in and touch Alex's old twin bed, smiling as I can see us a few years ago in this exact room.
Flashback- The Twins are 8.
Getting off my bed as I watch Alex cuddle into his pillow, snoring softly. I grab my stuffed bunny and walk out the room closing the door behind me.
"Principessa sei tu?" Father asked, walking down the stairs. [Princess is that you?]
"Sì papà"I responded whilst walking down the stairs behind him. "Papà va bene se esco e gioco?" I ask just as I reach the bottom of the stairs. [Yes daddy] [Daddy is it okay if I go play out back?]
"Sì Principessa" He said and with that I ran straight to the backdoor and outside to play on the slide and swing.
Singing "my little pony" as Alex comes outside, running towards me. "Why didn't you wake me up? We are supposed to do everything together, We're twins, remember?"He states as he tickles me.
I scream with laughter, running back inside and up the stairs going into our bedroom as Alex is right behind me trying to tickle me. "Alex, stop, I promise I won't do it again." I stop running and turn around as he stops chasing me.
"Promise me you wont leave me like that again, I was scared Adri." His bottom lip pouting and quivering as he holds his pinky towards me.
"I promise I won't leave you ever again." I attached my pinky onto his and pulled him into a hug.
Flashback over.
I wipe my tears as they flow down my face, walking over to my boxes and unpacking the clothes, books and other essentials in my room.
