Toska
[Tos-kah] Russian|n.| an immense ache for nothing and everything all at once; an anguish from the bottom of the heart
After a tragic accident involving Adriana, her twin brother Alex and both her parents she was never the same again. Either it being from losing her brother and mother or her father abusing her every single day.
People say both father and her are very lucky to survive an accident that was supposed to kill her entire family. But how can she feel lucky when behind closed doors all she feels is pain for not dying in the accident?
How can she be lucky when she relieved that exact moment every time she closes her eyes?
How can she be lucky if her father makes her pay the price for something that wasn't her fault?
But quite frankly she felt as though it was her fault.
She was the reason they were in the car after all...wasn't she?
So it had to be her fault, right?
It just had to be.
Flashback.
"Mamma, can we please go to la fiera di strada? I promise I'll be a good girl." Little Adri whines as she tugs gently on her mom's skirt. [The street fair]
"We can't piccola principessa." Her father crouched to meet her height whispering the words gently to her in fear that she would start to cry. [ Little princess]
He never liked his little girl crying.
Adriana's mom turned around sighing, she knew her daughter loved to go to these fairs every year to see the lights.. "I suppose we can go for an hour or two."
"Grazie Mamma" [Thank you]
Adriana, Alex and both of them left that night on their way to the fair, not knowing the worst thing they could dream of was going to happen.
As Adriana's father drove down the narrowly lit road, Alex grabs Adriana's stuffed bunny.
"Give it back Alex." Adriana yells at her brother whilst trying to claw her bunny away from him.
"Alex give your sister back her bunny" Their mother turned around, speaking to Alex as he paid no mind to her.
Adrianna's sobs alerts her father as turns around, taking the bunny out of Alex's hand and giving it back to Adriana.
Before he could even realize, Adriana's mom screams loudly as a car drives full speed into them, causing the car to screech across the road and flipping numerous times knocking them all unconscious.
End of Flashback.
So surely it had to be her fault right?
The countless beating she received had to be worth it. She deserved it right?.
Yet deep down inside she felt as though they were alive but why?
Even though she didn't see them after the night of the crash or went to their funeral they were supposed to be dead right?
YOU ARE READING
Little Blue|18+
RomanceAdriana Adams. Her father blamed her for every single bad thing that happened to him, and in return she believed she deserved every pain brought upon her. Even though her father started abusing her at a tender age of nine she remained so innocent an...