Memories

Eerie Silence

Lee Eun's POV

~Silence~

(I took a deep breath, after the silence that seems to be forever)
"Of course, You have to go. "

"What?" ( I felt Chanyeol look at me)

"You have to"

"I'm very sorry Lee Eun". I was expecting that I will be the person who can make you happy but it seems that I'm not.
(He said while wiping my tears with his shaky hands due to crying)

"Why do you sound like you're not coming back?" Are you really not coming back?

I was actually waiting for him to tell me he is coming back but I was interupted with my thoughts when he spoke.

"Maybe" I don't really know if I can come back. But I'll try.
(He is now crying loudly and is shaking uncontrollably)

"Why are you unsure?" Don't you want to see me again?

"I do, but I'm just not so sure about it."

"So I think this is really goodbye". (I said while turning away from him I wouldn't want him to see my eyes, that I think are color red by now)

"No matter what happens, I will always love you." (He hugged me)

Before I know it, I felt soft lips on mine. It Just lasted for a few seconds though.

"I know and I love you too. I will wait for you". ( I said not breaking the hug)

"No." (I was shocked by what I heard, making me break the hug and to look at him with a strong shocked expression)

"Do not wait for me". (He was hesitating on looking at me)

"Fine". When are you leaving?

"Tomorrow. At Seoul International Airport".

"So soon". I think we should go. You need to rest for tomorrow. (I said as I made my way ahead of him)

I was just so lost in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice we are now standing at the front of our houses. Yes, we are actually neighbors and it hurts to look at it now knowing that he will soon leave and the house will soon be personless.

"Goodbye Lee Eun. Do not forget what I told you. " (He said behind me)

"Goodbye Park Chan Yeol" ( I said and went inside my house)

This is it. We are not gonna see each other again. I run to my room and threw myself at the bed and cried.