YUNGBLUD- The girl next door

XXII: I can't believe it

Rose's pov

I'm on the train. Getting home. I feel bad for not texting Dom. But i don't want to explain that through the phone.

Yungblud sent you a post.

I clicked on it. I wanna throw up. Those account i can't. My internet is really shitty in the train so i decided to send him a text message.

The man on the pic is
my dad.
He was showing me is
new restaurant

Mr Blud 🖤
Now i feel really
stupid

I'm really mad at him but i can't help but laugh.

Your train is arriving in 20 mins in London. Please make sure to stay sitting till the train stop.

The lady continues to speak but i'm in my head. Do i tell him i come home in 45 mins or no.

The answer is no. He wanna be a bitch to me, i'm gonna be more than him.

It's our first real fight, it hurts a lot. But it's the game.

The train stops i take all of my bags and got of. I'm searching my jeep in the parking which cost me an arm and a leg.

I put my bags in the back sit and got in.
And i cried. A lot. Like a lot lot.

My car smells like him and i feel like a terrible person.

I put myself together and started driving. This 20 min ride felt like eternity.

I see it. My house. And his. I'm not gonna do anything and see what he does.

I parked outside my garage, so he can see i'm home.

Got my bags, opened my door. Put them next to my dressing. Opened every doors and windows. And sat down. I'm watching the clock on my wall.

He took 2 mins to come. Knock on the door. I'm having anxiety right now.

-Come in.

The door open to him. I wanna burst in tears.

-Hi , he said with his sweetest voice.
-Hey.
-How was your ride?
-Good.

If you can't tell there's a cold vibe, antartic vibe i'll call it.

-And how are you?
-Are you really asking me how i'm going after what happened ? Are you serious ?! I say starting to speak a little bit louder.
-I'm sorry ! He is now speaking louder too.
-I don't need your apologies Dominic!
-Oh you wanna start like that?!
-Yeah you should have respect my choice by not talking about it on the phone !
-So you're telling me that i should act like nothing happen after a guy talked and you hang on ME?

We're now screaming, the doors are opened as well as the windows. I hope Adam and Tom are enjoying this.

-Actually this would have been better yeah !
-Oh so sure go ahead and cheat on me I DON'T CARE
-Are you really thinking i cheated on you? Oh my Lord this is hilarious.
-Yeah i think you fooking cheated on me Rose.
-Why makes you say that?
-4 days not calling only texting, random guy comes and you end our phone conversation, YOU HAVE BEEN SEEN WITH OTHER MAN.
-I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU REALLY THOUGHT I CHEATED ON YOU !
-PROVE ME WRONG ROSE, PROVE I'M FUCKING WRONG.
-You don't trust me Dominic Harrison don't you?

He don't say nothing he just stares at me.

-Get out of my house. I say with tears falling down my face.
-I knew it... He say as his voice started to crack.
-If you would have trust me i wouldn't have to prove it to you

He's crying too know.

-Get out my fucking house !

He got out and slammed the doors. I jumped out of scare.

I closed everything my backyard door, twisted the key in it.

Closed my windows.

Closed my front doors and put all the locks, so no one can come inside.

I just need to be alone.

Dom's pov

I got home on judging face from Adam and Tom.

Tears are still falling from anger and sadness. I went in my bedroom let the doors open and jumped in my bed so i can still crying. Boys cries too.

I sudently heard Adam on the phone saying "hi babe i think we need your help... Please come asap"

Am i the terrible person in this story?
Am i right?
I hope i'm wrong on everything.
She's true i should have trust her.
I regret.
I can't stop crying.
I love her with everything i have.
I messed up.
I don't wanna lose her.
I don't wanna lose everything we have.
I hate myself.
I hope she's gonna talk to kiera and everything will go fine.
Every couple argu no?
I hate myself.