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To: Luke

Meet me at the park in 15 minutes, it's important.

Received from: Luke

Okay, see you then xx

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I slipped on my old, all-black Vans and my sweater that I got for my varsity years on the football team (soccer in American terms.)

I started out the door, car keys in hand. I decided to walk there, I still had ten minutes to take a three minute drive.

Time seemed to slowly pass. I really needed to get this off of my chest, I was tired of the secrets and lies. I was going to confront him, once and for all.

He arrived thirty minutes late, which pissed me off a lot more than it should have.

"Hey, Carter. Sorry I'm late, mom interrogated me," He simply stated, as if he'd rehearsed it over and over again.

"Yeah, right. Anyway, so I came to finally confront you. Ashton, Mikey and Cal all told me, some fans did, too, but I didn't believe them. I actually thought that I was different from your other bitches, but looks like I was wrong," I said, hot tears streaming down my face.

I was glad it was dark, he couldn't see how red my face was or how these tears were consistently streaming down both of my cheeks. I think my sniffles gave it all away, though.

"What the fuck are you on about?" He asked.

The moon was only bright enough for me to see his eyes, and they had all of the confusion in the world in them.

I turned away from him, starting to walk back home. I didn't trust my voice at this point and he obviously didn't want to confess.

"Carter! Stop!" He cried.

I broke down. "How could you do that shit to me? I trusted you around my one and only friend and then I learn that you've been fucking her behind my back! All those "studio days" were never studio days and you know it! I didn't believe Calum, and then Michael and Ashton because I wanted to believe that you wouldn't do that! After a while, when Calum would text me and you were "at the studio" I eventually caught on. After we all sat down and talked about it, Calum and I would drive by her house, you know, investigating. Multiple times of seeing your car parked around the corner and you leaving her house, zipping your pants and your hair looking like it went through a tornado, I finally believed them. I finally realized that going through all that we have, I still meant nothing to you. Bye, Luke. Have fun whoring around with her," I said, flipping him off and running to Calum's house.

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"How could someone do that? I mean, when I told him all about it, he was silent the entire time," I asked into thin air.

Calum was sitting there, rubbing small circles into my back and inner thigh.

"Maybe we should eat? We can go to that place that you can eat outside, and look like freaks because it's raining ass and balls outside!" Calum said, grabbing his wallet and car keys before rushing me to his car.

"1) I don't want to eat right now 2) I think the expression is, "It's raining cats and dogs," and 3) why do we always take the loser cruiser?" I asked Calum.

"The loser cruiser" is the name of his car, we came up with it while spying on Luke and Brit.

"Well, I'm ordering cheesy steaks because I know that's your comfort food."

"Why did I not realize that I meant nothing to him? I'm starting to feel I can only trust three people in my life, you, Ash and Mikey," I asked him, taking his free hand and holding it.

"You can trust your mom and da-"

"Cal, you know they died because of me. Even if I possibly could, I could never ask them to forgive me. You know what? Let's just drop it."

"You can trust me, forever and always," he whispered, barely audible for even I to hear.

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So, I might have started on a confusing note, but it will all pan out in the end. Promise :)

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