When I Met You (EXO SuLay FF)

#BELIEVEINTAO #TAODONTLEAVE

04.23.15
I'm sorry if I've been writting too many author's note lately... I just need to show how I feel...

So, I've been living for 13 years now,and today I'm finally 13 years old! I actually had no plans of celebrating or anything 'coz lately I've been so worried about EXO especially Tao and Lay. I want to be updated for them. I need to know what's going on. But my classmates surprised me and we ate pizza and played at an arcade. Means, I didn't got to check for updates for hours. And I just arrived now...to see notifications on FB like; ***** Posted on your wall; ***** Posted a picture of you.

But scrolling down...;
'EXO Lay Deletes all Photos on IG';
'EXO Tao Agrees to leave EXO'

I can't believe this! On my Birthday!? This things used to be a joke. My classmates used to joke around and say "Shan,what if on your birthday, Lay will leave?". I thought it would only stay as a joke but now, I don't know. Before my birthday, I thought, 'What if on my birthday, Kris and Luhan decides to go back to EXO? I'll be the happiest celebrant alive!'
I can't believe it's the opposite. One hour, I was happy and then this news ruined everything. I can take Tao's status as hiatus but inactive would be unbearable.

Please, tell me this is just another false alarm. If not, tell what are other EXO Ls are doing. What's the official #hashtag? Even if I need to make different accounts, I'll do it. B'coz while the other EXO Ls in school were slowly letting go, I've always said "I'm LOYAL". I can't let go just like that.

I'm so sorry if I'm Over Acting. I'm just too attached on being an EXO L. Please share your thoughts too...I really- Badly need someone to talk to right now...

Why today...?

Lay-oppa...

Tao-oppa...

Don't go... ever...

EXO Saranghaja!