you don't do it for me anymore

Chapter 7

Demi's pov

I wake up laying on Nick's chest and get up. I walk into Bella's room and give her a kiss. I walk into Kruise's room and give him a kiss. Lastly I walk into Emerie's room and give her a kiss "mommy" hi baby "can I come to work with you" yeah I have to go to the studio so let's get you ready I'll let daddy know. Hey Nick I'm taking Emerie to work with me "I think a day with you is what she needs" okay wish me luck I got to go I love you I say kissing him "I love you more babe". Okay babe I got to get you dressed

Okay we got to go to the studio now. Hey Oak i hope it's okay if she is here with me "yeah absolutely Dems hey there Emerie" it's okay Em's I say as she hides behind me "mommy who is he" he helps me make music wanna watch "sure can I help" "yeah you can help" thank you I mouthed to him. Alright Dems that's a wrap. Thank you Oak. "Hey mommy" yes sunshine "why do you call me Dovey" Well you know poppi right "yes I know poppi silly" so he is my second daddy because my first daddy was sick so when he wasn't sick he used to call me his little Dove and when you were born you looked at me and I said hi there Dove and your middle name is dove "mommy the men are back" it's okay I say picking her up Demi is it true you and your husband got a divorce Demi over here Demi is it true you relapsed hey little girl over here says a guy tapping Emerie. I snatched her back. Okay you guys can talk shit about me all you want take all the pictures you want of me but don't you ever touch my fucking kids!. We get inside the restaurant and sit down. "M-om-yy" Emerie says crying. I'm so sorry baby I say putting her head on my chest it's okay they went away. "I want to go h-home" we are baby.(at the house) I take Emerie upstairs to her room and lay down with her. It's nap time my love "I tired mommy" I know you are babygirl. "Sing pwease" here comes the sun doo-da-doo-doo and i say it's alright little darlin It's been a long cold lonely winter Little darling It feels like years since it's been here Here comes the Sun, doo-doo-doo-doo Here comes the Sun and I say It's all right Little darling The smiles returning to the faces Little darling It seems like years since it's been here Here comes the Sun Here comes the Sun and I say It's all right Sun, Sun, Sun, here it comes Sun, Sun, Sun, here it comes Sun, Sun, Sun, here it comes Sun, Sun, Sun, here it comes Sun, Sun, Sun, here it comes Little darling I feel that ice is slowly melting Little darling It seems like years since it's been clear Here comes the Sun doo, doo, doo Here comes the Sun and I say It's all right Here comes the Sun doo, doo, doo Here comes the Sun It's all right It's all right. I sing lightly stroking her hair. I love you my sweet babygirl I give her a kiss and slowly leave her room. I go downstairs and sit at the table resting my head on my hands "hi baby" hey "what's wrong where's Emerie" he says sitting down. She's sleeping and today after the studio we were on our way to the little cafe and paparazzi showed up and we were walking through them they said they're comments and I was ignoring them Emerie hid her face in my neck and one of the guys said little girl over here and fucking tapped her of course she was fucking terrified and I yelled at them "what the actual fuck what did you say" I said they could take as many pictures as they want and comment whatever they want but don't they ever touch my fucking kids "are you guys okay did they touch you" no but I should have called Max my security guard "I know it wasn't your fault but listen are you both safe now right" yes "that's all that matters" yeah your right "mommy!" Screams Kruise Hey munchkin "I missed you" I missed you too did you have fun with daddy today "yeah he wet me have Ice cweam" oh yeah "yeah" where's sissy "Bewa" yeah "shes at practice babe if you want to go get her I'm ordering in so if you want you two can go to dinner" okay I say nervously "hey it will be okay" he says putting his hand on mine. "Mama!" Bella says running into my arms, hi baby how was practice "it was good I got a few good hits and coach let me try catching and I mostly played second" that's amazing babygirl. "Mrs. Bateman may I talk to you for a second" yes of course Bella go get buckled please. "So I didn't want to ask Bellamy but for her jersey what last name would you like to be on it Williams or Bateman" Bateman "okay thank you i also wanted to say she is a natural at softball and she is really great at second base and catcher" thank you so much it's all she ever talks about is when practice is "yeah she has talent" thank you so much have a good night. Where do you want to go eat "uhm Granville" so your coach asked me which last name you wanted for your jersey "what did you say" I said Bateman "thank you" your welcome sweetheart "hey mama can I ask you a question" yeah anything "why did daddy leave" I don't exactly know "was it my fault" no not at all was it your fault baby listen you will always be his and I's babygirl he will always be your dad even if you claim Nick to be your daddy. When we get home I carry a sleeping Bella into the house and into her room. "Mommy sing" she says against my chest. The slightest words you said have all gone to my head I hear angels sing in your voice when you pull me close feelings I've never known they mean everything and leave me no choice light on my heart light on my feet light in your eyes I can't even speak do you even know how you make me weak I'm a lightweight better be careful what you say with every word I'm blown away your in control of my heart I'm a lightweight easy to fall easy to break with every move my whole world shakes keep me from falling apart make a promise please you'll always be in reach just in case I need you here when I call this is all so new seems to good to be true could this really be a safe place to fall light on my heart light on my feet light in your eyes I can't even speak do you even know how you make me weak I'm a lightweight better be careful what you say with every word I'm blown away your in control of my heart I'm a lightweight easy to fall easy to break with every move my whole world shakes keep me from falling apart keep me from falling down drowned in your love it's almost all too much handle with care say you'll be there in a lightweight better be careful what you say with every word I'm blown away keep me from falling apart I'm a lightweight easy to fall easy to break with every move my whole world shakes keep me from falling apart. Goodnight babygirl I love you forever and always I say kissing her head.  I walk into Kruise's room and see him trying not to fall asleep. Don't fight it buddy "you sing to me mama" of course I will. Your light is inside of me like a raging roar like an ocean born your in my veins your voice is serenity when the sun goes down and the strength I've found is in my veins our story blinds is like right and wrong your hand in mine Marching to the beat of the storm and we walk together into the light and my love will be your armor tonight We are Lionhearts and we stand together facing a war and my love were gonna conquer it all We are Lionhearts. You're here like a silhouette when the darkness rules your the brightest moon and I am safe. The story blinds us like right and wrong your hand in mine Marching to the beat of the storm and we walk together into the light and my love will be your armor tonight We are Lionhearts and we stand together facing a war and my love were gonna conquer it all We are Lionhearts. Your never far from where I am like a lighthouse bring me home your never far from me let your spirit glow. And we walk together into the light and my love will be your armor tonight We are Lionhearts and we stand together facing a war and my love were gonna conquer it all We are Lionhearts. Goodnight baby boy mommy loves you forever and always. I walk into Emerie's room and see her fighting sleep. Hey babygirl can't sleep "no I waited for you so you can sing to me pwease" of course. I didn't want those innocent eyes to watch me fall from grace tried to protect you I wanna direct you to keep you from my mistakes yeah I wanna be the one you look up to when you wanna run I want you to see my face whenever your feeling out of place you can pick up the phone if you're ever scared and alone I'll be the one to tuck your hair behind your ear until you fall asleep I'll say a prayer and keep you near your always here with me I promise I'll be there don't worry cuz I was blind but now I see clearly I see you. Sometimes I can see myself in the little things you do but I'm not afraid that you'll loose your way cuz I believe in you your gonna be the one who's strong enough who can overcome anything in your way I look to you and you give me strength always my babygirl already know your gon'change the world and I will still be there to tuck your hair behind your ear until you fall asleep I'll say a prayer and keep you near your always there with me I promise I'll be there don't worry cuz I was blind but now I see clearly I see you. I love you forever and always my little Dove I say stroking her hair as my baby girl is cuddled into my chest listening to my heartbeat. I lay there with my little girl in my arms as I let a deep sleep fall over me.