The Real Me [Narry] [Narcel]

Chapter 22 - A Week

NIALL

Its been a week since I last saw Mar-Harry, I spent my christmas and new years crying. I still don't understand why would he need to disguise himself and make me fall for it. I understand that he is the worlds most high profile man and I'm just a fan of him, heck I didn't even knew Harry was into men also. He keeps calling me and leaving some messages, I do read them I just didn't reply to it.

So here I am, still hurting and keeps shutting people out, I don't want to talk to anyone, I just need space and I want to be alone to think. I've been snapping anyone who talk to me, I didn't mean it, it just came out.

Next week, I have school again. I don't even know if I want to go to that shithole. Sorry for my language, I'm just too emotional today.

I don't even know if I want to see Mar- I mean Harry. Damn it.

"Niall- baby, dinners ready." My caring mother knocks and I nod at her. Then again, I don't want to talk to anyone. She knows what happened and she just said that everything happens for a reason. I don't see a reason to love me with a disguise.

I fixed myself and went downstairs, I hear voices in the dining room and I saw my three friends sitting, they didn't even manage to tell me they're coming.

You should have known if you were giving them a small talk. Shut up thought.

"Hey." Tyler and Troye said while Jude just looked at me sadly. He is the one who really tries to cheer me up since Harry's secrets been revealed. I just shut him up. He told me he didn't knew about Harry being Marcel, It does affect his relationship with Louis since he is his boyfriend, they didn't broke up, they just needs some space.

I wish I could have a relationship like them, the difference with my relationship and his relationship is that mine was faked, my boyfriend was a disguise.

I didn't realized I was still standing when my Mother guided me to sit beside Jude, he held my hand and I just gave him a weak smile.

He removed his hand and we continued eating silently.
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"You guys go to his room, I'll clean this up." My mother said but Jude offered to help, I just nod and Troye and Tyler followed me to my room.

"Niall." Tyler spoke once I sat on the edge of my bed, I looked up to them.

"We're really sorry for keeping this to you, It's just their management says." Tyler explained why would they need to keep Marcel/Harry in a low profile inside the school.

"I forgive you, I just don't want to see him for a while." I mumbled looking to my window.

"Uhmm. About that... Well...." Troye said looking at Tyler.

"What?" I asked them confused.

"Harry might be coming here." Tyler said quitely and I glared at them.

"Tell him don't come." I demand and they look at each other for a moment.

"Uhm. Too late for that." Tylers smiled and I put my hands in my face, when I heard the familiar sound of Car in front of our house.

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JUDE

I offered to help Niall's mother with the dishes, so I don't want to be awkward since I know that Harry would be here any minute now, it's not my plan, it's Louis' plan.

Speaking of Louis, we did argue about this, I scolded him for not saying it to me since Niall is my friend, we fought a lot this week. And now he is coming too with Harry.