The Real Me [Narry] [Narcel]

Chapter 13 - Contain Myself

NIALL'S POV

"Niall.......It's been a long time." And then I froze of the spot.

He is standing right in front of me. What should I do? Should I shook his hand, Are my hands clean? Should I hug him? What if I smell bad? I don't know what to do. I should respond but I can't move my mouth, I can't speak. My mind is blocking what I have to say.

"Uh Niall?" Jude shook me again. "Oh no.......Hello Uhm, I'm Jude, Niall's friend." He said showing his hands out and Harry shook his hand. "Nice to meet you Jude. A good lad you must be." Harry compliments and Jude blushed. Niall! Speak!

"H-h-h." I'm losing balance and I can't breathe, No please, Not now. Not today.

"Ni you okay?" Jude said holding me in place and rubbing circles in my back.

"Y-Yeah. I-I'm Fine." I stutter, damn it Niall fix yourselves you met him before why are you acting like this right now.

"Would you like to take a seat?" Harry offered and I nod. They lead the way while me walking slowly behind them everything is in slow motion and the walls are closing on me  and that's when my vision went black.

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JUDE'S POV

"Ni you okay?" I ask him because I can feel something is wrong.

"Y-Yeah. I-I'm Fine."  He stuttered and there is really something wrong.

"Would you like to take a seat?" Harry offered to us and he look at Niall with concern, he lead the way and Niall behind us.

"Ni are you sur-" I turn around only to find Niall lying on the cold hard ground. "NIALL! OH GOD!" I went to him quickly. "Niall! What happen?" Harry shouts and he grab Niall carrying him and lying him to the couch. "Niall, Niall. Open your eyes. Please. Niall." Harry said his facing Niall. "Give him space." I said and Harry move away tears are visible in his eyes. He cried.... For Niall.

Niall flutter his eyes open and I grab a glass of water and gave it to him. "Niall, Drink please." I demand as He grab and took a sip.

"Breathe Niall, Breathe." I said and Harry just watch us his face is sad. "I'm sorry you have to see that." I said to him and he shook his head. "No, It's okay I didn't know this would happen, I've seen one like this but the last time we met this didn't happen." He said and I think confused. "You two met before?" I asked him and he nods. "Lucky Bastard." I mumbled and Niall heard me as he glared at me but his face lit up when he saw Harry again. "I wish Marcel was here with us." Niall mumbled not enough for Harry to hear but enough for me to hear.

"HARRY! Show starts in 10!" A staff behind us said and Harry look and turned to us again. "Uhm, I guess we should go to the stage now, well me. There are two seats at the back and it's reserved for you two so wish me luck." He said smiling and looking at Niall. "Niall?" He said and Niall turned to look at him. "Uh... Yeah, Good Luck! You'll do great." Niall said smiling at him. There's the Niall I know.

"Okay, uhm, After the show. Can you please wait for me at the back." Harry said and we both nod smiling like a child.

"BOOBEAR! Get your ass here!" Oh my god! It's LOUIS TOMLINSON!

Harry noticed my face lit up and wink at me. What?!

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NIALL'S POV

Damn it! Why should that happen. I'm lucky enough that I controlled myself the third time I met Harry.

I should forget what happen and enjoy what is happening right now. Harry said that we should wait him here after the show which shocked me because I was expecting after the show I would just go home but Harry insist us to stay not really to stay but to wait for him, he must have something to say to us.

Now we're here watching them perform and everytime Harry look at our direction he always wink at us and I go blushy blush which is so painful to my cheek while Jude laugh at me and Louis keeps on looking at him to and I laugh at him too. Someone going to go gay for Louis, I laugh at my own thoughts.

Jude glared at me and there is still blush in his cheeks and I laugh Harder.

Marcel hasn't text me yet which is weird because he used to text me every night, he must be still busy with his Family.

The show keeps on going and I hope this would last because right now, I'm so Happy and for once I forgot about anything and focus on what is happening right now.

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WELL? I HOPE THIS CHAPTER IS GOOD :) SEE YOU TOMORROW I THINK?