Where it hurts!

Its settled

It's been 4months and I have been crying ever since, I still feel the pain, and even though I smile I still hurt deep down inside, Jackson has been calling me ever since and I keep ignoring his calls, Toni has been calling me to come and stay with her for like forever... And I keep on telling her I have other things to do! Which are lies

•Tuesday|| 4pm•
I had just gotten out of the bath to find a letter on Trina's bedside drawer, I then really wanted to open it and read it, but something told me not to, I was not gonna read it, so I had just decided to put it in her drawer, since mommy was at home I was not gonna allow Trina to get yelled at... Traci was in her last trimester, the baby will soon be with us all here, and Trina is getting married am so excited to be the maid of honor, when I was done getting dressed and ready I decided to go downstairs, I went downstairs and as I put my right foot on the 5th step I then heard Towanda on the phone talking to someone, and it really sounded like she was gonna move out

Tamar: *moving towards Towanda*
Your moving out!!!!? *terrified*

Towanda: *hanging up*
Yes Tamar!

Tamar: *in shock*
No you can't!!!

Towanda:
Tamar!! Am done studying I found me a job now all that's left to do is move out! I already made me arrangements to move out end of this month

Tamar: *sad*
Does Mom&Dad know?

Towanda:
Yes!! And their fine with it, listen Traci's married to Kevin, after Trina gets married she's obviously gonna move out to... *gets stopped*

Tamar:
So yall go'n leave me, all alone by myself...

Towanda:
You can go live with Toni

Tamar:
Maybe I should! I think I am!

Towanda:
You should go! But go only after Trina gets married, otherwise your leaving Trina all by herself

Tamar: *cheering up*
I think I am! I will, thank you Towanda!

Towanda: *hugs Tamar*
No problem!

I then thought that I was gonna call Toni and tell her I will be there on the 4th of October

^Phone call^
Toni:
Hey Tayme!

Tamar:
Hi Tone! So it's settled, am coming to stay with you in L.A

Toni: *happy*
REALLY?!!!

Tamar:
Yes!!

Toni:
When are you coming Tayme?

Tamar:
4th October

Toni:
Why so far?

Tamar:
Because I wanna leave after Trina gets married, so she can have someone to help her with the wedding planning and everything

Toni:
I see, so then your gonna come back with me right after the wedding

Tamar:
That's right boo!!

Toni:
Well I love you, I gotta go!! Miss yall so much, tell everyone I say hi!!

Tamar:
I will, love you too!! <End call>

I then hung up and decided to give mommy the news, I went into the kitchen and found mommy&daddy there, and decided to tell them my whole plan, I then told them and they weren't to happy about it

Tamar:
Am still your baby, it's just I'll be moving to L.A, I won't be that far mommy, and plus I will be staying with Toni so I wouldn't be alone at all

Evelyn:
Ok fine! Your good to go!

Michael:
I guess if your mother agrees I have to agree too!

Tamar:
Thank you!!! I love yall so much!! *hugging them*

Well since that is sorted out, am all settled for when I should leave!!!