Kismat ke dhage

~29~

Teju boarded the flight. The whole time she was crying and sulking. Her dad was looking at her but smirked and didn't even bother to make her feel comfortable.

T. Dad: stop crying, yeh ganga jaumna saraswati mat bhao, duniya mein paani bhut kam hai

Teju: I don't wanna talk to you, You never loved anyone, aap mera dard kabhi nahi samjh sakte, vo dard j apno ke khone se hota hai, you won't understand..you're heartless

Karan on the other hand was highly drunk and was lying on his bed dead, his eyes were completely red and had tears in it. He still was not able to understand what happened with him. He was holding a picture of Teju in his Hand

Karan:  Kyu? kya bigada tha maine?! kya kiya tha maine?! pyaar kiya tha na, fir itni badi saza kyu mili mujhe, Kyu?!!!!!!!!!!! pyaar mein sirf dard hota hai, sirf dard aur kuch nahi, log jhooth bolte  pyaar bhut sundar ahsaas hai, nahi hai, nahi  hai...sirf dukh hai..dard hai

And he hit the lamp on the side table. His hand started bleeding, he didn't even care to look at it. He got up shaking his hands and picked up his guitar . He started to play and sing to feel better but he could hardly sing or play the guitar

Karan: *Main... dhundne...Main... dhundne... ko zamane...zamane me... jab wafa nikla..p..Pata chala..k..ke ghalat leke... main pata nikla...pa..pata..nikla..Jiske aane se muqammal...h.. ho gayi thi zindagi...Das..dastake khushiyon ne di thi..Mit gayi thi.. har kami..kyu...Kyun bewajah di yeh saza...Kyu?...KYu??...KYU???????KYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU??????????* (he thorws the guitar away and that breaks the glass cabinet on the wall)

Teju on the other hand was remembering all her moments with Karan. She wore the headphones and played a song to distract her from the pain and grief. She was sitting half dead, eyes full of tears and pain, playing their song "Hawayein". She tried controlling her tears but started crying.

Flashback

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Teju: Karan please sing for me na, I want to listen to your vocals, I want to witness your guitar playing session

Karan: Tell me what song you want me to sing?

Teju: Hawayein, I love that song, mera favorite song hai, I love the vocals and the music

Karan: *Tujhko... main rakh loon wahaanJahaan pe kahinHai mera yaqeenMain jo... tera naa huaaKisi ka nahin...Kisi ka nahin..Le jaayein jaane kahaanHawayein, hawayein...Le jaayein tujhe kahaanHawayein, hawayein...Begaani hai yeh baaghiHawayein, hawayeinLe jaaye mujhe kahanHawayein, hawayeinLe jaayein jaane kahaan, na mujhko khabarNa tujhko pataa...Ooo...Oooo...Ooo...Oooo... Wo...*

Teju: yeh ganna mujhe bhut sukoon deta hai, I love it very much!!!

Karan: you love it so much, ok, toh ab se jab bhi tu mujhse gusaa hogi, tab mai tujhe yeh gana  suna ke mana lunga (he took her in a hug) 

Teju: same my side, tum jab mujhse gusaa hoge ta I will try and sing for you, 

Karan: this is mysong for you

teju: nope, this is my song for you 

Karan and Teju together :NOO, wait!! this is our song!!

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T. Dad: will you stop crying, mere sir mein dard ho gaya hai tumhari yeh rone ki awaze sun ke, for god sake stop crying

Teju didn't reply but covered her face and kept crying. Other side Karan's condition was deteriorating, luckily Umar had come to meet him and had  a spare key so he could open the door and enter the house

Umar: what the hell Karan yeh kya kara rakha hai khud ka haal

Karan: Chali gayi, mujhe chod ke chali gayi..chod gayi..dil tod gayi..chali gayi..

Umar did dressing on Karan's hand, cleaned the house and made him sleep on his bed. He decided to stay with him for a couple of days, He called Vidhi and told her about the same. Teju reached Canada