JENNIE
" Jen, I already told my Parents that I'm in a relationship. " Jisoo said blankly.
" That's Good, love! " I answered as a big smile form my face, Ear to ear but Jisoo's face doesn't seem to be happy about her news. Her face shows nothing, She looks at me blankly like she doesn't feel anything at all.
"She wants to meet you. " She added. I was still smiling but it slowly faded away as I found out why Jisoo is not happy about it. We've been together for 2 years already, We love each other so much.. Or so I think.
"Um.. Yeah, Okay that's fine. " I replied forcing a Smile into my face.
"No Jennie.. It's not. "
"I love you Jennie but I think it would have been better if I actually dated a
boy. " Her words hurts more than Getting shot by guns. I was speechless, I look at her in disbelief.
"What do you mean Jisoo? Do you regret dating me? " I giggled with the sign of pain in my voice.
"N-no it's just that I know I'll be happier when im dating a boy and not the same gender. " She spit out. Her words hurted so fucking much. I'd rather die than hear these words from the person I love the most.
"You Regret.. Loving me? " I asked as tears form in my eyes in the worst way. Her words bleed like a cut of a very sharp knife into my chest.
"Jen... I'm sorry" she replied and face the cold floor. I laughed as tears were finally able to escape my eyes.
"So, It's true. " I mumbled and giggled. I'm sure she heard it. I couldn't believe this day. We were just happy a week ago not until she visited her parents yesterday, then now... she's just being honest about what she actually feel about dating me.. And it hurts so much.
"Do you... Want to Continue, Us? " I asked Without stuttering. Jisoo was shocked by my words, She was completely out of words. Her eyes widened as she looks at me.
"Y-yes Jen, Of course" Jisoo said and hold my hands but the i slowly pull it away and look at Jisoo.
"Why am I even surprise? " i mumbled and cry silently. Jisoo look at me with puffy, Red eyes. If I wasn't feeling this hurt right now I would have pulled her into a tight hug But.. My body didn't move one inch. As much as I wanted to, It didn't move a little.
"I'm sorry Jen. " Her hand holds into mine as tears stream down her cheeks.
" I love you so much " She added and smile. I'd believe her to be honest but I know that I'm not enough and it'll be better if I'm not me.
"Buy you'll love me me more if I'm not me, Right? " I chuckle and pull my hands from hers. I couldn't explain what I feel, I feel Pain, Betrayal and so fucking hurt.
I didn't know the person I love most can make me feel this way.
"N-no Jen, It's just that-" I cut her off.
"That I was A boy? You probably regret loving me because we are the same fucking gender, am I Right? " There was silence, A very hurtful silence because I know the cause of it. I know I'm right.
She was about to speak but The door flew open revealing her Parents. I look at them then quickly wipe my tears and smile.
"Hi Jisoo!! We wanted to surprise you" Said by her mother. Jisoo wipe her tears too and hug her parents.
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Oneshot(Jensoo)
De Todosome are not mine, slow update, wrong spelling, short update ! Credits to the oneshot owner(s) ! JENTOP(contains G!P) fluff, smut and angst(not rly, idk how.)
