Beautiful

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TW: insecure thoughts
Nothing bad but I thought I should say that anyway incase anyone has issues with that

Summer time... great weather that brings lots of activity opportunities. One happens to be swimming. I love swimming but it was always a struggle to wear a bathing suit in public. Even when I was alone it was hard to wear a bathing suit.

It was easy to hide my insecurities with hoodies and clothing but not in a bikini. Even with that knowledge of how uncomfortable I will be, I wanted to have a hot girl summer.

While Leon was a work, I took the time to buy myself a new swimsuit. I thought it looked cute in the store and didn't think about how it was going to look on me. I bought it without trying it on because I didn't want to socialize with anyone. The faster I got home, the faster I could feel comfortable.

"Leon?" I called out thinking he would be home by now. When I realized I was all alone, I went up to the bathroom with my newly bought swimwear.

I shut the door and took off my clothing to try on the swimsuit. I made sure everything was in the right place before looking in the mirror.

When I looked at myself my face dropped. I thought I would look good but somehow all of my insecurities were screaming out at me. I stared at myself with shock. Sure I know what my body looked like but the thought of other people seeing me like this just hurt.

Every bad thought about myself echoed through my skull as my eyes started to water. Tears stained my cheeks and soft whimpers left my mouth. The second I started to cry I wanted to stop. I wanted the pain to stop and I wanted to feel beautiful.

"No... no please." I whimpered out as I let my body slowly drop to the floor, away from the mirrors view.

"Please no... I'm beautiful." I started whispering to myself. "I'm beautiful I'm beautiful, I'm so beautiful."

I did my best to build my confidence back but it was so hard to fight away the thoughts.

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Leon's POV

I walked through the front door to see some shopping bags on the floor. Y/N must be home by now.

I went around the house trying to find her but she seemed to be nowhere. That's when I heard it.

Small whimpering from the bathroom. I pressed my ear up against the door to hear words.

"I'm beautiful I'm beautiful I'm so beautiful." I could hear Y/N cry out.

I know she's had issues with the way she's looked. It must be really hard for her to deal with.

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Y/N POV

After some time of painful crying, I felt completely dried up of any tears. By this point I was drained of all my energy. My tears dried up by my eyes were still all puffy and red. I looked in the mirror and almost cried all over again just looking at my sad state.

I cleaned myself off and did my best to look like I wasn't crying, I got dressed and left the bathroom. The house was quiet. Was Leon still not home yet?

Everything seemed to be normal until I noticed a paper placed on the dining table.

'You're Beautiful'

Reading the words made my heart drop. Leon must have heard me in the bathroom. The simple words was all I needed after that rough fight with myself in the bathroom.

I got spooked by arms that went around my waist from behind me. He squeezed me tightly and whispered in my ear.

"You really are beautiful." His breath felr warm against my ear.

Now I was left in tears again. They were different this time. This time they were happy tears. Happy that I had Leon and happy that I am beautiful.








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A/N
Hey there
I haven't posted a Leon story in a while
I got this idea a few days ago because I do really struggle with my body and how I look, I hate to admit I do because it's a hard topic for me.
I'm sure there's others who feel the same and I wanted to write this because I do truly believe that every single body is gorgeous and no one should ever feel uncomfortable in their own skin.
I love you ♡ if you need someone to talk to I'm here

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 03, 2022 ⏰

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