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I swish side to side checking all my angles in the mirror. My man was picking me up and we were going out to dinner. I picked up my phone to see a message from him just coming in saying that he was outside.  I grabbed my purse and phone and started walking outside locking my door behind me. I sat in the passenger seat and leaned in for a kiss which he gave me. "Hey sexy. You ready?" I smile and nodded. "Yep I'm ready." He nodded and sped off. We weren't dating. I guess you could say we were seeing each other. I call him my man. But he probably calls me one of his hoes. Which I knew I was just another hoe to him but I always wanted to be more.
We finally got to the restaurant and got settled in.
"You good? You don't look as happy as usual to see me." He said while staring at me. I looked away. "Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking." "Thinking about what?" Just say it girl! You'll have to say it eventually.
"Thinking about us. I mean I know you told me several times but I really wanna be more than this! I mean this isn't okay." I refer to his several other girlfriends. "What's not okay? Cause last time I checked you asked to be my hoe. Not my girlfriend. My hoe." He said clearly annoyed by the topic. "I only said that cause I knew you'd say no if I asked to be your girlfriend."  "And you'd be correct. So no. And quit asking me. I'm not gonna drop all my hoes for anyone and if I did it'd probably be for Kiera." Kiera was his number 1 Bitch. She pissed me off so much it was insane. The way her whole existence is to simply please Jordan is annoying. That's all people know her for. "Fuck you and Kiera!" I got my shit and left. I didn't even take a bite of my food. I didn't know anyone far out where we were and I didn't wanna talk to anyone so I started walking home. About 30 minutes into the walk it was raining. "Fuck me.." it's my fault anyway. I've always known he didn't wanna truly be with me but I always pushed it. A car pulled up to the side of me with the window rolled down. "Get your ass in the backseat." Jordan said before rolling up his window. As much as I didn't want to I got in the backseat anyway. 'I need the ride' I told myself before closing the car door behind me. No words were said. Just silence other than the music. I felt disappointed in myself for letting him affect me so easily.
We pulled into my driveway after a while and I got out walking to the door. I felt the presence of someone behind me and I turned to see Jordan. His car was off and parked like he planned to stay. "What are you doing?" I asked him while opening the front door to my house. "It's raining hard and I got just about an hour until I get to my house. I'm not finna drive in this weather." He was right the weather was pretty bad. I let him in my house. For the first time. He never let anyone in his house and I had the same rule so we always met somewhere. "Nice place." I smiled at his compliment. "Thanks. It's basic I'm mainly in my room or the bathroom." "What about the kitchen?" I shrug my shoulders. I never go in the kitchen anymore. I mean I eat but, it's complicated. He stares at me and stare at him and smile. I start walking to my room upstairs. "The guest room is down the hallway." Before I can close my door he grabs the knob. "Damn i can't sleep with you?" I shrug my shoulders. "Sure I guess." It was pretty obvious that I was bothered. Not by the thought of us sleeping together. I just hated that I got rejected again. "If you don't want to then fine I was just joking." He says probably sensing that I was mad. "I said it's fine." I change out of my clothes while he sits on my bed. Fully naked I walk into my bathroom to take a shower.
I finish taking a shower and walk into my room after drying myself off. Jordan was sleep on my bed. Smiling to myself I thought, maybe I am better than Kiera. Jordan had rules and one of his rules were about to be broken. He never slept at a hoes house. For whatever reason. I don't know but he was so against it. I sat on my bed after getting dressed in a small tank top with some shorts. Normally I'd wear nothing but I feel like I should at least wear something. I felt movement in the middle of the night and I turned around to check. Jordan was sitting up and removing his pants along with his shirt. He lay back down in the bed with just his boxers on. I smile and turn back around and feel his arm pull me into him spooning me. "Goodnight Jordan. I love you." "Love you too." I cover my face while smiling. He's never said it back before.
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