Y/N POV
It happened again.
That dream, it's coming back.You try to go back to sleep after having an argument with you boyfriend (felix) over something stupid. You lay your head on your pillow and tried to force yourself to fall sleep.
Whatever you do though, you can't fall sleep. You've tried everything possible. Although you felt tired, you didn't feel sleepy at all. So you reached out qnd grabbed your phone from the bedside table and started scrolling through social media.
As you opened your social media app up, you start to see all these cute couples online having such healthy and adorable relationships and start to overthink and wonder why you can't have such a thing. As you scroll, you start feeling yourself fall into a daze.
When you opened your eyes, you realised you were back in your dream. The dream. The only dream that has repeated itself continuously. Well to be honest, this is the only dream that you can clearly remember. Then you can slightly notice two figures running up to you. Soon enough you realised that it was Felix with who looked to be Hyujin.
Guess Hyunjin changed his hair colour again no wonder you couldn't tell who that was at first."Y/N!!" Felix excitedly yelled as he ran to you like he did in every version of this dream.
"Where were you, we spent 20 minutes looking for you!" He exclaimed.
"I'm sorry Y/N that he's acting this way, he's just very worried about you." Hyunjin said as he tried to calm Felix down.
"It's okay I'm used to it by now, he's always been like this" You said.
"Btw, where are han and Lee know I haven't seen them around in a while" You said again just like you did in mostly all the other version of this same exact dream.(In this dream, everyone is happy including yourself. You're basically living in a lie just to escape reality. You would think that it's very bad but when you actually deeply think about it, you'll realise that it's the only way for you to be happy for miniume amount of time.)
As you looked around, you soon came to conclusion that this dream out of all the other seems to be a bit weirder than the others. Usually you would just be sitting down eating with Seungmin, Jeongin and Changbin. Though today you were just in a field of sunflowers. They did really remind you of Felix. The warm soft colour representing his warm and comforting personality. As you were about to take a step to go to talk to Hyunjin. You wake up.
"I guess that was all for today" you silently whispered to yourself so Felix wouldn't wake up.
End of Part 1
Authors note:
Thank you for reading this chapter I hope it was good. This is my first time writing a story so please be kind and try to give me advice instead of hating or something.{505 words}
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