I never meant to hurt you/ AG McDaniel

Part 6

I've spent the next few days thinking
about how I felt. I tried to convince
myself that I was just craving to feel
attraction. I kept repeating the same
words in my mind, "She's my best
friend. Of course I love her, but just
as friends do"
I sighed, I was so tired of thinking
and overthinking this situation. I
couldn't tell her about my feelings, it
could destroy our friendship.
I when in Mia's room. I couldn't keep this to myself anymore. I had to tell her
everything, so she could help me.

"You look like you've seen a ghost y/n, what's up?." Mia said worriedly. I walked over to her bed and sat next to her, i was wearing only a sports bra and boxers

"Have you been eating recently?" She asked
"Ag came over a few nights ago." I said avoiding her question, but she nodded knowingly.

"She had another fight with her dad,
didn't she?" It was my turn to nod
"I- uh- I cried. She was telling me
what happened and I just started crying"
My confession made her shake her
head.

"That's not good, Y/n."
"I know." I sighed.
"I have to tell you something, but you have to swear that you won't say this to anyone. Not even Hannah" She nodded, letting me continue.
"I lo- like Ag." She smiled.
"Why are you smiling?"
"I could tell, you know? It's been on
my mind for some time. When did you
realize you had feelings for her?"
I shrugged.
"No clue, it just happened." I
exhaled shakily, knowing that I was
about to start crying. but what I didn't
know was that Ag was about to walk
through the door.

Ag's POV

I stopped, hearing her words, curious to know what she was talking about.

"I wish I could explain her eyes Mia, and how the sound of her voice gives me butterflies. How her smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I'm with her I feel so complete." She exhaled a shaky breath, is she talking about me? I asked myself.

Y/n POV

I exhaled a shaky breath, relieved that I finally told someone what was on my mind.

"You should tell her Y/n. You never
know, she might feel the same way."
I scoffed.

"Yeah and ruin our friendship
forever. She just told me how she
doesn't believe in love and i love her Mia i-" Her gasp cut me off.
"Love?"
"I- uh- I don't know, okay?" She
nodded.
"I don't think you'd ruin anything. She-" Ag couldn't stand behind the
door anymore, so she finally opened it.

"Wouldn't ruin what?" Her heart
was beating out of her chest, my
confession made her forget how to
breathe properly.
"It was from the shock of my words" she kept telling herself, trying her best to believe it.
"I-uh- shit- I gotta go." I stood up,
my shoulder brushing past hers. I knew
She turned around to see me leave,
but I couldn't face her right now.

Author's Note: This chapter is
where it all begins!! I'm so excited for the next ones!! Hope you enjoyed it!! If you have any suggestions, feel free to comment them!!