December 16th
6:38 pm
He wasn't there. I expected him to be right by my side holding my hand that's all I wanted at the moment and a spicy deluxe from Chick-fil-A but that's not the point. But after all it was his baby, he should be here.. right? I could only get two people in the delivery room I wish it was four but due to Covid it have to be two.
Kamari and Jakhari,Skye and momma. Daddy to but he was probably to busy with his step kids and wife. I mean he knows I'm having a baby but he most likely won't care Untill she's out. His wife would care more I love her to death she's like my other mom I would love to have her here maybe.
*the door shutters open*
"Are you miss Janae Brown?"
" yes.."
"Alrighty I'm just going to check to see how dilated you are so we can get that baby out "
"okay thank you ma'am I'm so ready
"well it seems like your 9cm dilated.. would you like to send someone out there can only be two people in delivery.. once you do that you can start pushing."
"yea... I have two I'm just waiting on my boyfriend he should he on his way"
"alrighty well I'll go get everything situated and get the nurses right in for you.."
After she left the room I got up to pee. Thinking it could make time go faster. Contractions after contractions man did that shit hurt. I had momma and Skye leave the room even though I wanted them there. I was also getting inpatient Jakhari should've been there what was taking him so long? Kamari called up Jakhari asking where he was , he said he was parking and asked for the room number. Room 421 I cried out. What.. why was I crying man these hormones are so fucking stupid can't wait for this shit to be over with.
*door shutters open slowly*
" Damn heavy ass door"
it was Jakhari finally he was here I can get this baby out asap now.
"where the fuck were you jakhari "
"chill out I was at my homeboy house"
" YOUR FUCKING HOMEBOY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND THATS GIVING BIRTH TO YOUR DAMN CHILD?"
" Janae cmon calm down it's not even like that.. but I'm here now that's all that matters"
"Janae don't tell me you crying.. what the fuck"
"YES BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T SEEM TO CARE THAT I BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL FOR 3 FUCKING HOURS IN LABOR WHAT THE FUCK JAKHARI JUST SO YOU CAN GO PLAY THE GAME AT YOUR FRIEND HOUSE"
*the door opens and we all turn our heads"
aw shit it's the nurses 4 of them to be in exact. They got this cart full of shit big ass scissors this big ass bowl and some more shit.
"Hey ms brown you ready to get this party started! Is this dad?"
"yes I'm so ready and yes this is the babies dad."
"well I'm nurse Laura were going to start by getting your body set up and the other nurses will do that while I get the last adjustments, Hey dad how would you like to cut the umbilical cord once baby girl comes out?"
"yea I guess I can "
"Kamari come hold my damn hand ima be in pain"
"okayyy here I come girl"
I started to push. I also started to see stars as I was doing it the room was just fainting away slowly. One more push I kept reminding myself, one more push. I passed out I don't remember anything. It was just faint I saw momma and Skye back in the room talking to Kamari and Jakhari. I look down to the foot of my bed and saw a pink baby cart.
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Soriah Monet Jackson
7:03pm
8 lb & 6 oz
holding her in my arms felt like I had a reason to live again. Before I was pregnant the depression stage I went through was crazy. I wanted to end it all but I had a person inside of me. I can't let her down and will never will.
"hi little fat baby it's your mommy.. you look just like me and your a little cute fat baby look at them cheeks girl"
She gave me a little smirk. I loved her the moment I locked eyes with her. My daughter. My baby. My Angel. My Soriah.
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