Chifuyu and Baji stepped away from everyone else in search of food. The duo became hungry quickly after a few games with the others. Walking down Chigasaki they looked at beach bars and a few restaurants before deciding on one. They stopped at a restaurant called ' Take it easy in Jammin' ' and ordered a poke bowl to share, as they waited for their meal they admired the view outside. Twenty minutes passed and finally, their bowl arrived. Baji's stomach growled as he watched Chifuyu take a picture of the food.
" Oi, can we eat now?" Baji rolls his eyes, pointing toward the food, Chifuyu smiles as he puts his phone down.
" Yeah, I wanted to take a pic first," He says, Baji grumbles under his breath as he begins eating. Chifuyu ordered dessert as they ate, Baji took a few sips of his soda as Chifuyu ate the other half of the food. Once they finished, dessert arrived, and the waiter to the empty bowl away.
" Baji-san,"
"Mmh?"
" I don't think Draken would be happy for a long time," Chifuyu dips his spoon into his sundae as Baji enjoys his strawberry shortcake, the older male looked up from his cake and hums.
" That was Emma's cellphone and mug. He really can't get another cellphone, but we can get him a similar mug," Baji shrugs as he takes another bite of his cake,
" If only Mikey was more careful, all of this wouldn't have happened," Chifuyu mutters under his breath, the fork that was going to dive back into the cake stopped as Baji looked up; whiskey-colored eyes narrowed as he stared at Chifuyu,
" Chifuyu, I don't think Mikey meant to fuck up that much on purpose. He was already screamed at by Draken, cut him some slack" Baji warns him, his lips formed into a thin line. Although Baji cares a lot about Chifuyu, he was crossing the line. No matter how much of a pain in the ass Mikey is: Baji would never let anyone talk shit about him. Chifuyu scratched his head and pouted, not knowing how to feel,
" How do you feel about all this, Baji-san?"
Baji thought for a moment, leaning back against his chair, he crossed his arms.
"I honestly don't know if Draken is ever gonna be as happy as last time anymore. But..." He sighs softly, looking down at his cake wondering whether he should finish his sentence or not.
"But?" Chifuyu tilts his head curiously to the side,
"It's better not to blame Mikey," Baji finishes, Chifuyu looks at him and raised an eyebrow.
"Why?"
" He probably already blames himself more than anyone else can. I don't want him to lose himself," Baji answers, turning his attention back to his cake. His words dwelled in Chifuyu's mind,
" He probably already blames himself more than anyone can. I don't want him to lose himself"
as he heard those words come out of Baji's mouth, he felt miserable. He only ever thought about how Draken would feel after the incident. However, he never stopped to think about how Mikey felt. Chifuyu faintly remembers what Mikey looked like before he left the living room. The image of his shaky hands resurfaced in his mind. The silent cries he heard when he stepped out of his room with Peke J's toys in hand, on his way to visit Baji in his room. But now he was stuck in between whether to blame Mikey or not. Because at the end of the day, he is still the cause of this. Emma's gone and there's no way to bring her back, on top of that Mikey destroyed two things Draken held dear. How could he forgive Mikey? If he was Draken... he wouldn't know what to do.
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Lost (need for affection)
RomanceSince the deaths of both Emma and Shinichiro, Mikey is in need of love and support. No one realizes, until Mikey breaks...regret creeps on everyone [Draken x Mikey]