sorry, i love you - lee felix

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"What the heck were you doing?!" Y/n yelled at him. "That prick didn't bring you back. It was raining. He should've brought you. You were all wet!" he yelled back still being angry. "You're mad because I came home wet? You should be mad at yourself for that!" she yelled and calmed herself down right after. "Do you think I would be able to go on that date when you'd just confessed your love for me? I canceled it." she said in her normal tone.

"Then why were you home so late?" he asked. "I- That doesn't matter. You were about to beat someone up. You didn't even confirm it with me." she replied. It stayed quiet for a bit. Sangwon and MiJoo were around the corner, listening in on the conversation. "I'm sorry for yelling." he said. "I'm sorry too." she said. "You really have to apologize to him tho. He didn't do anything wrong." "What if he'll hit me?" "You'll deserve it. You've hit him for no reason." "So you don't care if I get hit?" "That's not what I said. In this case you simply deserve it."

"Y/N! IT'S TIME FOR CLASS!" MiJoo yelled. "I'M COMING!" she yelled back and left Felix there.
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MiJoo and Y/n were in class. Y/n couldn't focus at all. She thought about all the little things Felix did. He brought medicine, took care of her while she was sick, always gave her her favorite candy when she was craving it. He helped her with everything, gave her the book on the shelf she couldn't reach. He was always there for her. He gave her advice. He let her sit in a crowded bus, always shares his umbrella with her. All the little things he did, what seemed normal to her. Suddenly seemed so different.

When she was younger she wanted to believe he had a crush on her because of those little things, cause she had a huge crush on him. But when she had noticed he was nice to other girls, she dropped the thought and tried to stop liking him. Thinking about this all she was even more confused. Did she even ever stop actually liking him? She put her head on the table and sighed.

"What's wrong?" MiJoo softly asked her. "I just have a headache from thinking too much." she replied. "Maybe you should just feel it out instead of thinking about it. Sometimes the hearts knows the answer before you can even think of it." MiJoo whispered. "..... Says the girl who hasn't been in a relationship before." Y/n said, receiving a soft punch from her friend.
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After class Y/n went home avoiding Felix at all costs. She got home quickly and locked the door behind her. She just wanted to think about it all before actually talking to him again. She let herself fall onto her bed and stared at the ceiling. "Why are relationships so difficult?" she asked aloud, hoping she would get an answer but of course she didn't get one.

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