Forward not backwards holding on for dear life. On the tightrope I walk. The tightrope called life. I feel like I'm in slow motion,
Thoughts go unspoken. I'll cry more tears I'm so broken. I smile and say that I'm ok turn my back and the smile fades. The ache I feel is inside my heart who knew life could be so dark. Memories on constant loop. Wish I could go back and choose. Choose a different path different from the last. Holding myself together tightly. My tears so unsightly. I cannot hide I cannot run I cannot escape my trauma It's buried deep in my heart and mind. No matter how hard I try it will not be removed. I've made it too far to give in. Is it too far to give up?
