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It's been a week since Jeno passed away. Jaemin's life is now full of darkness. He locked himself inside his room, the boy barely eats or drink anything. He's always laying on the bed hugging Jeno's pillow crying, weeping, cursing himself and wanting to die.
Jaemin is inside his room, on the bed where him and Jeno slept everyday. Jeno's pillow still smells like him. The scent of the pillow is comforting, it reminded him about the cuddles and kisses Jeno gave him every night before sleeping. Hugging the pillow somehow made him feel better. Jaemin only has memories about their sweet honey like relation. They loved each other so much, they cared for each other more than their own selves. Jaemin was so happy, his life was filled with happiness back then. But now without Jeno, the most precious part of his life his life feels like trash. This the reason Jeno denied to date the pinkette because he knew he will die very soon but Jaemin was just too precious it was hard for Jeno to just leave the younger one alone like this. The fact that Jeno even promised the boy to marry him, to spend his entire life with Jaemin, to love him more than everything, to take care of him forever, this breaks Jaemin's heart even more. He always imagined about their precious wedding day, how he would dress up, how the wedding hall would look full of flowers and the most important thing is that he will officially become Jeno's.
Currently Jaemin is tired of crying, he doesn't know what to do, he hates everything, he became even more introverted since Jeno passed away. Jaemin rolls on the bed lazily. His room is dark, the weather is cloudy it might rain soon.
Jaemin sighed and got up from the bed, he looked at himself in the mirror, "God... I look so ugly..." His pink hair were messed up, he had dark circles under his eyes and he looked so pale.
He suddenly heard loud barking noises outside his house. The pinkette ignored the noise and went to the bed again. He is hungry but he doesn't feel like eating, actually he's starving but doesn't bother to eat.
The barking noise didn't go. Jaemin made a disgusted face and got up from the bed. He slowly walked towards the hall and opened the main door. His eyes widened up as he saw a big white furry dog stood in front of his door. He was like 65 - 70 centimeters, it was a fully grown up samoyed. The pinkette made a puzzled face, "Are.. you lost?" But the dog didn't even have a collar.
The dog barked once and jumped on the boy.
"W-what? Ahh!! you are so heavy!!", Jaemin got up pushing the animal to the side. He pouted at the samoyed. The animal dashed inside the pink haired boy's house.
"Yah! Come back!!" The pinkette followed him.
Jaemin was shocked, the furry animal was on the counter of the kitchen and he was eating Jeno's favorite caramel cookies.
"No!! You can't eat that!!" The boy snatched the cookie jar from the dog. The animal followed him and made puppy eyes at him but Jaemin pushed him outside the house.
"Go back to your owner!!" The younger banged the door and went to his bedroom. He buried himself inside the sheets again.
Soon he started to cry. It was pouring outside. Once again Jaemin started to cry.
Jaemin started to think about his boyfriend, it was so hard for him to bear all that, he is left alone, he doesn't have any hope, doesn't feel like living. Jaemin's life is incomplete.
