Having a crush is the best thing in the world, unless the person your crushing on doesn't like you back, or has a girlfriend.
In my case I'm not sure if he likes me or not but he does have a girlfriend.. Which absolutely 100% sucks.
He is really nice to everyone so idk if he does have acquired feelings for me or if he's just being polite. Which he probably is. Sadly.
Whenever I'm with him walking to a class I just feel so incredibly happy and he gives the best hugs in the entire universe whenever we have to say goodbye. I just met him this year and have only started being good friends with him a short time ago but he makes my day so so much better.
And before you just think of me as the boy crazy type of girl I have only had one other crush that made me feel like this (but that's a story for another time) and I have only had three boyfriends in my life and I've never had my first kiss yet so yeah.. Definitely not boy crazy lol.
I'm not quite sure what to do when I'm around him because I don't want to make a complete fool of myself (which I have done before). When I get to class after we walked together i can not stop smiling and honestly it's really Annoying because one of my friends asked me why I was all smiley today and I couldn't tell her why. But it is also an amazing feeling. I just think about him with his smile and his hugs and I'm instantly filled with happiness.
I'm not accustomed to feeling this way but I like it in some ways and in some ways I hate it because I know that I can't have him.
High school crushes suck man.
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My life
Non-FictionThis is just going to be like a journal for me because I want to get all my feelings out but I have no where else to do so, so without further ado I shall let you see into my pretty boing life. I started this journal when I was about 14? 16? I don't...
