Her slave

I miss u sike i miss him

Marrisa pov//
I feel sad for doing that to him but I really have my own reasons for doing that. If this is love I don't want it ... I don't want to hurt someone for loving me. It's horrible and I don't think that anyone deserves to be hurt by the person they love. But he's definitely not the person for me. It feels weird to be with that nerdy guy. I don't want to be that girl. I want to be with Joshua I really do miss him too. I'm just really confused

Last morning I woke up and went to school early and my friend Sydney drove me to school. I enter the hallway and everyone is looking at me weirdly. I look and I see stickers everywhere that says " the nerdy nerd kissed the nerdy to be "
I cried so hard and Sydney started to shout " who've done this ? "
Someone whispers " it's Joshua ". I cry even more because I didn't imagine that he would do this to me. I leave school and I run straight up to my room and cry so hard until my eyes inflate so much. The doorbell rings I open the door and it's joshua
" hey " he says
I jump into his arms and hug him
" oh ... umm can I come inside ?"
" yes " I say while wiping my tears
I didn't know why I hugged him.. I feel so dumb and I don't know why I really don't know but it doesn't matter as long as I wanted to do it and that it made me happy.

" why did u do this to me ? " I say crying
" I'm so sorry I didn't mean it it's ... I don't wanna say jealousy cuz I'll never be jealous from a nerd but I didn't want to see u with someone else "
I cry more and he wipes my tears
" but this made me feel so embarrassed josh?"
" I'm sorry I swear " he says
He grabs me and hugs me tight and I hug him too
We cuddle up and watch some movies together
" oh shit we have a quiz tomorrow " I say
" don't worry .. since that nerd likes u .. u can cheat from him and voila "
" oh ... yeah ur right Joshy "