LIAMS P.O.V
I felt sick all day, like not throw up sick but like i had been punched a million times in the stomach sick. I deserved to be punched a million times in the stomach though. I hated myself for what i had done, forgods sakes! Her dad died yesterday, i bruised her wrists and now i think shes scared of me. She hadnt been answering any of my calls or texts, i was worried and angry, not at eddy, i was angry at myself! How could i of been so slefish, so awful, i yelled at her. I slept with 4 girls while she was slipping into depression because of me.
Finally she texted me back....
From Eddy- Sorry. I have been asleep, shall we meet up at the foodcourt in the shopping centre?
I said okay... wait, why the foodcourt? We never went there, is it because she didnt like the park because thats where she got the news of her dad dying or did she want to go to the foodcourt because it was a public place and she didnt trust me enough to be alone...?
I stumbled out of my house and walked to theShopping Centre, it was only about a 10 minute walk anyway, Finally, i got there. I walked in and headed over to the foodcourt, even from 20 metres away i could see her perfect body at one of the tables. She didnt have her phone out like everyone else in the place, she had a book. I like that about her, she was pretty old fashioned. She was reading "The other side of Dawn" which was the last book in the "Tomorrow when the war began" Series.
"Hey" I said as i sat down next to her
"huh? oh hey" She replied placing her book down
"about before i just wanted to say that-" I began
"Drop it" Eddy said simply
"I cant just drop it eddy, i hate myself for it" I replied looking down, a cold rush of shame came over me.?
"I just want to know why you where so angry" Eddy croaked, she was about to cry, i didnt want her to cry, she had shed enough tears over the past few months
"I-" I sighed heavily "I just thought that i was going to lose you, once and for all.... i knew it would be all my fault for sleeping with those sluts-"
"Dont swear" Eddy cut in
"Sorry" I chuckled "Sleeping with those girls and it just made me angry to think that i couldve tried harder, i couldve contacted you throughout all those weeks, i couldve actually stayed with you in the first place" I finished
"Im tired of all this" Eddy said simply
"All what?" I asked
"Everything, cancer, whatever the heck we are, everyone always staring, and i know i complain about it alot but its the truth and frankily? im sick of it" Eddy said.
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We walked down the shopping centre, we started talking about everything, it was christmas in a few weeks so thats always exciting, everything was finally okay for once. Everything was perfect, we sat down on a bench, holding eachother and smiling...
And thats when the bomb went off.
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