Why Not To Commit Suicide

Don't

First off I'd like to say that this is not my writing I found it on tumblr and it really spoke to me. So much so that I felt like I had the responsibility to share it with yall. So once again I take absolutely no credit in this story/ reason not to commit suicide but i agree with it wholeheartedly. The persons username is eutux1a so go follow them if you want.

It's been a few hours, you've just been hanging there. You've been quiet, too quiet. Usually there's music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you're quiet. Your little sister, who doesn't normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you're doing. She assumes you're taking a ap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate hlt. You're not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn't playing and you aren't walking around. You're completely still, now just like her. At this moment her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved,is hanging there by a thread. At this moment , her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

.Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking in your room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother, father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say "finally, they're gone." No, they will not say "I never loved them anyways." They will cry, scream, and break down. They'll believe it's all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won't feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that way until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They'll think of you every second. They'll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They'll wish they could die too. They'll want to give up, just to be with you. They won't ever be happy again. They won't smile. They won't go back to their daily routine. They'll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you. They'll think, but stay quiet. They'll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it's been, they'll wake up thinking they'll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, they know you're gone forever.

Before you decide t take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It's supposed to be the other way around, but it's not. They'll have to call the cops, get a death certificate, pick out clothing buy a tombstone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their childrens funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn't need you, or didn't care, are all waiting in line to see you. They aren't in line at a party, or a graduation, or a wedding reception. They're waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don't your dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents won't have a grandchild anymore. Your parents won't have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won't have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won't have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won't feel your presence anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever., thinking it is their fault, that your now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn't yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated hated you, will ate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad will wish they were dead too, because if they had just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn't meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because if she had believed in you, you would still be here. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will be hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don't just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone one else. No one's life will be the same again. That person God made for you, won't have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life realize that you won't just be ending your pain you'll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

I'm always here . I'll never judge you. I'll try to help you.

If you're thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE