Yandere Pin Au: Love

Firey - isolating

TW: su1c1d4l thoughts, mentions of f00d, tr4um4, s31f h4t3, k1dn4pp1ng, implied v10l3nc3,

One year. That's how long he was there. But 12 years later, Firey's still suffering.

It's better to feel terrible alone than to feel terrible where everyone can laugh, Right?

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Now then, if you ask Firey if he ever got professional help, he'd say yes.

Because after the trial, everyone knew, and now they all told him to go.

It gets tiring, y'know? And in the end, Firey felt worse. He'd rather stay in bed, not quite sleeping but not doing anything 'productive' either.

(God, he's so lazy.)

(Get out of bed already!)

Firey sighs and covers his face with a pillow.

(Why does he only know how to scroll?)

(Why is it he's avoiding help?)

(He went out yesterday and played Uno with Leafy and Coiny, and he was fine!)

(So what changed?)

Firey feels like crying, but nothing escapes his eyes.

(Forget it.) Firey thinks. (Just 5 more minutes.) He turns his phone back on.

It wasn't 5 minutes.

It was the rest of the day.

Because Firey knew fear, and fear knows how to keep him inside.

It's better that way.

...🔥...

"Firey?" Coiny calls from outside the door. "Are you okay?"

Firey sighs, sitting up. "What do you want?" He says a bit rudely. He didn't want to talk to anyone. He wanted to go under the sheets and suffocate.

"I just wanted to check on you. Are you hungry?"

Firey is silent. He finally notices hunger gnawing at his insides.

(Yes.) He wants to answer. But what would he do after? What would he do to repay his kindness?

"Nope." He goes back to his phone.

"Okay...um, I'll leave this outside your door." Firey hears Coiny leave.

Fiery stares at his phone as the day ends.

(He never left the bed the entire day?)

(God, that's pathetic.)

(But at least nobody has to deal with his pathetic-ness, right?)

(So what nobody has seen him for two whole days?)

(It's much better that way.)

...🔥...

Firey tries to ignore Coiny, as he tries to get Firey to socialize.

"This isn't healthy Firey! You haven't ate anything for 3 days!" Coiny says, worry evident in his voice.

(He's seen worse. Much, much worse.)