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twenty-second of all(part two)

rant about my brother and dad

I literally hate both of them

my brother calls me ugly

then he laughs and my dad laughs with him

I'm getting ganged up on

my sister laughs along sometimes or she defends me

like when we were on a road trip

and I wanted to go to a drive-thru

my brother was like mimicking me and said

'oh my god do we have to walkkkkk ughhhhhh I'm soooo fatttt'

and my dad

he didn't even scold him

that's one thing but when your dad starts to join him laughing

that's a whole different story

but if your dad starts to make fun of you with your brother

you start crying

but nooooo

I did not cry

that may have been the hardest thing I might have done(except for fitness tests in the fourth grade)

my sister defended me though

so I'm glad she did that

I should have said shut up to my dad but I've never said that to him

or my mom

my mom is alright she just lets him talk to me like that

I used to run crying to my mom about him and my dad

I remember when my brother first made me emotionally hurt

he said he'd rather be in hell than with me when I was in like first grade

now I would just scoff

I also remember(you are probably bored of these stories sorry last one)

my dad would come up with these questions called imaginary tests

and me and my brother would answer them and he would say who the winner was

and my brother always won

my dad obviously didn't know how to make myself feel good

I remember this specific question he asked

'would you rather be a white belt or a black belt'

and my brother said black belt so I was stuck with white belt

and I said 'because you could get experience'

and my family laughed at me and I hid under he bed for the longest time and no one cared

oh my life is the worst