billl nude the science dude

thirtieth of all (last)

so for the last of all i want to talk about relationships

ive only had one in preschool

his name was billy

and he was two years older than me

(go harley)

but he broke up with me a day later

and he knocked down my sisters sandcastle

bye billy

so ive never really had a real serious relationship

ill probably end up alone

because i think i would get bored you know

i think i would fall hopelessly in 'love'

then randomly leave in the middle of the night when ive thought too much about life and

who i want to be and who i am and get really insecure thinking whoever i fell in 'love' with

would get annoyed with me and leave me first

so yeah im probably never going to have a happy life

but thats okay

because 'love' doesnt really exist

it is a figment of our imagination

its a feeling that we convince ourselves feels good

but really it just ends and we convince ourselves that it still exists

and love at first sight is just superficial and youve just fell in love with their looks

not their personalities

because you dont know them

they could be depressed or a phsyco

i was listening to such a sad song while writing this

im sorry if i had an influence on you but thats just how i feel

signing off

farewell my ducks

see you in hell

and one last duck joke?

jk im not going to give you one