"do you know what's wrong with her?" Nick says, "i don't know, did we do anything wrong?" I say. "We'll go check on her Matt" Chris says, "okay okay I will" I say leaving the room.
lilacs pov:
laying down in my bed just thinking about how i really thought Matt liked me, it's kinda funny.
not kinda but im really upset about it.
"lils?" Matt says, oh fuck. "Yes Matt?" i say sitting up, "are you okay?" He asks "yeah just tired thats all" I say laying back down as he sits on my bed "I feel like your lying to me" he says "im not Matt,im fine"I say "lils your lying" he says "no im not!" I say yelling. "oh im sorry,omg" I say getting up and getting my shoes, "what's happening here" nick says walking to the door "I need to leave now" I say running out the door to my car "wait lils!" Matt yells running out the door. and then I drive off sobbing.
Matt's pov: TW:PANIC ATTACKS
what's going on dude. "What the hell happened" nick says "I asked if she was okay and I said she was lying and then she blew up and yelled saying she wasn't" I say shaking "Matt your shaking like crazy right now I need you inside" Chris says "no I need to find her" I say going inside and getting the keys to the van "no Matt you can't drive your shaking like crazy and u might crash, give me the keys" nick says "no nick" I say running to the van "MATT!" Nick yells as I drive off to find lilac.
Lilacs pov:
im sobbing in a McDonald's parking lot, eating a McFlurry that isn't even mixed, i step out the car to go throw it away as I see Matt's van park in the parking lot. i run back into my car and sit there.
Matt's pov: TW:PANIC ATTACKS
fuck i haven't found her, what do i do,what do i do,what do i do,what do i do. i keep repeating to myself trying to breath. fuck fuck fuck, what did I do, what did I do, what did I do. i cant breath and I can't be driving if im like this. god where is lilac, i say in my head as i cry while my heads on the steering wheel.
Lilacs pov:
he's having a panic attack,oh no. i Hop out the car and run to the van, i open his door and jump onto him hugging him. "lils" Matt says trying to breath, "yes it's me" I say crying "omg I looked every where, im sorry for whatever I did to upset you I didn't mean it" Matt says hugging me tightly "you didn't upset me, I was just having a bad day that's all" I say "omg thank the lord your safe" Matt says getting control of his breathing "im safe" I say. "Can we please go back home?" Matt says "yes we can" I say smiling, "I'll follow you" I say getting off him and running to my car.
really wished I kissed him but it would be awkward and he doesn't like me so.
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my home-Matt Sturniolo.!
Фанфик"lilac why won't you look at me in the eyes" "because I love you Matt."
