ever since that day,I've been trying to distance myself from Matt of course it's hard. we live together, so sometimes i say I'm going to a friends house but in reality. im driving around..
i know waste of gas but yeah. but today im actually gonna go out.
lilacs pov:
"oooo these heels would match"i say putting them on as matt walks in "woahh,where are you going all dressed up?" "Going out with my friends to the club" i say grabbing my purse, "like that?" He says looking at me up and down "uhm yeah?" I say "no lils, there are weird men in clubs" he says "Matt just let me go" i say trying to get past him "no lils, your gonna get hurt" he says "i don't care" i say leaving the room.
Matt's pov:
what has gotten into this girl? she's gonna insane, i swear. "Do you know what's wrong with lilac?" I say going to nicks room "no why?" He says "she's been partying for like weeks now" I say upset "has she been seeing another guy?" I say "Matt no, lilacs not like that" nick says "ok I guess" I say.
Lilacs pov:
the clubs boring, stupid ass drinks not doing anything, I look at my phone and it's 4am what the fuck? This drink did something.. im gonna head back home. i stumble my way to the car since the house is only 5 minutes away. i don't even know why I drove here, im fucking dumb.
as soon as I got home, the shoes flew off and I carefully went up to my room almost falling back down the staries "fucking hell my head" I say whispering as I get Advil. i feel 2 hands on my hips "who the fuck" I say turning around. Oh god not Matt "why the fuck are you back at 4am? HUH?" He says getting louder " why not" I say getting water "we were worried. I WAS WORRIED" he says "chill out,im alive." I say "stop acting fucking dumb lilac storm." He says, he never says my full name unless he's really mad.. "ok so what did I do to piss you off so much?" I say cleaning my cup "you don't answer your phone, you walk out the house without saying shit to marylou by the way" he says "oops" I say "that's all? Oops?" He says scoffing "yeah oops" I say walking away but he grabs my hand "would you quit it tell me the real reason you've been leaving the house?" He says, i refuse to look in his eyes "no" I say "lilac stop and tell me" he says "let me go." I say "what are you fucking with other guys and ifs fine you can tell me I don't care" Matt says "Matt would you fucking quit it" I say "no tell me why your leaving the house every day" he says "no" I say "lilac storm, we are best friends and no all of a sudden, im not" he says "who the hell said that"I say turning around "it seems like it. You won't even look at me in my eyes and tell me that you actually cared for our friendship" he says tearing up, i turn away almost started to sob because I knew I couldn't look at him in his eyes and tell him the truth on why I've been leaving the house cause then he will never trust me. "WHY WONT YOU LOOK AT ME IN MY EYES?" Matt yells "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MATT" I say yelling back running to my room and locking the door.
i just fucking told him I liked him.
A/N: I've been waiting to write that line for the longest time I swear, should I add more spice(drama,not that dirty shit) or should I like continue this and then yeah. im not sure at all and IM IN NEED OF IDEAS. and im writing a lot these past days since I got a little break off school so, I took my chances in it and made loads of drafted chapters to post and maybe I'll add more ideas to them too soooo see you guys in chapter 8<3- Sarah<33
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أدب الهواة"lilac why won't you look at me in the eyes" "because I love you Matt."
