I thought I loved you

Best Mates

"Y/n wake up! I swear I'm not going to wait for you this time!" you heard someone yell at you. You goaned loudly not wanting to get up. You hurried into the bathroom and brushed your teeth while at the same time brushing your nest of hair. You put on a pair of mom jeans and some shirt you had laying around. You ran down the stairs and there you saw the man that you have been in love with for the last 15 years of your life.

"Knew you'd wait for me," you said smirking and grabbing a banana from the counter.

"Well you're lucky I care about you," Tom said. Care. Thats all he would ever feel for me. Ouch that stung. You on the other hand loved Tom with your whole heart. You knew that you two could never be together but you just wished that the stars would align and something in the cosmic would just let Tom love you as much as you loved him. But that hasn't happened yet so for the last 15 years you've just stayed as his best friend. Well one of his best friends.

"You know that banana isn't going to fill you up right sweetheart?" said Harrison, your other best friend. You give him a quick smile and said "well that's why your buying me lunch! remember you lost last night." Harrison whispers a quick bad word and nods his head.

"I was hoping you'd forget," he said quietly.

"I never forget anything pretty eyes," you said winking at him. Harrison, Tom and you have been best mates since you could remember. You've known Harrison since you were babies, your moms were best friends in university and always lived close to each other. Around the age 7 Harrison made a new friend, Tom. you were not pleased with the new friend. That was until you met him and saw why Harrison liked him so much, and that's how the three of you guys became the 3 musketeers. Fast forward 15 years later to the 3 of you guys living together in Los Angels with big shot Tom the movie star. You found a nice job in an office doing boring stuff but you liked it. it was different than everything you've ever done and it paid well enough to make your end of the rent.

"Alright lets go y/n! im gonna be late to set." said Tom hurrying you out the door. you just rolled your eyes and went to his car. Since becoming a big movie star you've noticed the big changes that its had on Tom. he's not the sweet boy that would never yell at anyone. Now he's just a dark person that you don't know anymore. he goes out on his own with his other friends and is barely home anymore and bringing random girls to the house. But in honestly that has just made you and Harrison closer. From going out to bars and coming home drunk to lunch dates.

"so what are your plans for tonight?" you asked Tom to try to fill the awkward quietness in the car. You regretted not asking Harrison for a ride but his job was across town.

"Uh im not sure I might go out with the guys from work probably." he said nonchalant. You just nodded.

"what are you doing tonight?" he asked.

"im not sure, I think Harrison said there's a new restaurant that he wants to go check out so probably go there." you said.

"nice. you two have been spending quite a bit time together," he said quietly. you looked over at him with a questionable face.

"well yeah your never home anymore so we only have each other." you said back in a mean and spiteful way.

"what's that supposed to mean?" tom asked looking over at you and stopped the car in a random parking lot.

"Tom ever since we've been here you've became Mr.Bigshot. you never want to spend time with us and you never  talk to us anymore. I'm sorry were not famous like you. I'm sorry that you think that Harrison and I aren't enough for you. I'm sorry that you've become such a big dick since you got your first big movie role. Thanks for the ride." you said opening the door.