Lilly POV

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I went up to bed that night thinking over the events I that night. He tried to unhook my bra while we were making out and admitted he wanted to shag. I wasn't ready. Did he just want to get into my pants?? But he also said he loved me. Did he mean that? Did it just slip out? Ugggggg I don't know.

Did I love him?I'm pretty restless that night with no more then a few hours of sleep.

I get ready and go down to the common room wanting to talk to James. I see he had the picnic basket out from last night and set up a romantic breakfast for 2. "Hey" I call to him and kiss his cheek. He blushes and we sit their eating in awkward silence for a few moments.

He then speaks up. "I'm sorry about last night. We have only been going out a few days and what I did was wrong and inappropriate and I'm so sorry. It shouldn't have happened and I didn't want to pressure you and I don't want to if you're not comfterable" he was ranting, venting all his feelings.

I cut him off with a kiss. It turned passionate and we broke apart. We were talking and I decided not to tell him I loved him because I wasn't sure if I was or not.

I looked at my watch. "Crap it's almost potions." We ran out of the portrait and made it just on time taking seats next to each other. "Hello class settle down. Now today we will be brewing this potion who knows what it does and what it is?" Asked professor Slughorn.

To no ones surprise my hand went up first. "Yes Miss Evans?" He asked. "It is the strongest love potion in the world sir. Called Antormortia it can not create true love but a strong obsession with a person. It smells differently to each person depending on their likes."

"Yes very good, spot on as usual 30 points to Gryfindor. Now please start and no taking any after lessons are over" he told us seriously.

"Now I will pair you up" the class let out a groan "James and Sirius, Lilly and Severus," I zone out. I feel sick. I look over and James seems like he's fighting hard not to go and punch out Snape right then.

I move my stuff and start working without saying anything.

He attempts to apologize but I ignore him. Despite his faults he is amazing at potions and so am I. Our potion ended up being the best in the class and were the only two not having to write an essay on it.

I was about to walk out when Snape said "I'm sorry" he blurted out. I know he was referring to our fight in the 3 broomsticks. "I don't accept your apology. " and with that I swept out if the room.

We went to DADA and our professor said.. "Okay who can now produce a patrounus like I asked you to practice last class?" she asked

I didn't say anything when I saw James going to the front a cocky ass smile plastered over his face. I just pulled out my wand and said the incantation "Expecto Patronum."

"Oh we'll done 50 points to Gryfindor" the teacher says as a beautiful silvery white doe comes out of my wand.

All the Mauraders kept looking at each other in a state of smirking and in shock. I mean I know I produced one but they're just staring at me wide eyed. Wonder what the hell that's about.

"Mr. Potter you were gonna show me yours" the teacher said.

"Umm yeah can I do it after class please?" He asks. This is weird. James not showing off.

He's changed but if he
could do something as advanced at the Patrounus charm he for sure would have shown it off. I look around and Snape has the same disbelief as I do.

After class I use the charm and make myself invisible and slip back into class.

"Expecto Patronum" he says and out of his wand pops out a stag. No way. I read something that said that patronesses are a reflection of ones soul. He's a stag and I'm a doe. We're literally soul mates.

"Why did you wait to do this instead of in class?" The proffeser asks.

"Lily. My girlfriend. Her patroness was a Doe so that makes our Patronesses a pair. I didn't want her to fall for me just because of something saying she had to. I want her to fall for me" he tells her then leaves.

That was so sweet. He didn't want me to feel embarrassed.

I left and ran up to Alice. I told her everything. She was so happy for me.

Just then a student came up to me and told me Dumbledoor wanted to see me. I make my way and realize I don't know the password. I know it's always some sort of sweet so I start guessing.

"Lemon drops, fizzing Whizzes, Acid Pop, chocolate frogs, Licorice wands" I say and on that last one it opens. I walk up. He has a Solomon look on his face.

"Ms. Evans" He says darkly.

Take a seat

Sorry it took so long I had some writers block but I have updated my other stories so if you like Harry Potter check them out. I hope the next update is faster but no promises. JK Rowling our queen owns these characters not me
Bye bye for now.

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